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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 22:00:07 -0700

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Actually, Depp and Cox had quite a difference in opinion of how the book

should be filmed, and Cox has been dropped. Last time I heard filming is

now set for early July with Terry Gilliam doing the honors.

 

Adrien

 

Michael Skau wrote:

>

> the current (June/July 1997) issue of Facets Features, an update

> published by Facets Multimedia has the following entry:

> "Johnny Depp will star in _Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas_, which is

> based on Hunter S. Thompson's novel and will be directed by Alex

> Cox (_Sid and Nancy_)."

> Whaddya think of that!

> Cordially,

> Mike Skau

> 6/30/97

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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 21:09:51 -0700

Reply-To:     "Steve Smith a.k.a. Whiskey Wordsmith" <psu06729@ODIN.CC.PDX.EDU>

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From:         "Steve Smith a.k.a. Whiskey Wordsmith" <psu06729@ODIN.CC.PDX.EDU>

Subject:      Re: Beat core

Comments: To: "neudorf@discovland.net" <neudorf@MAINSERVER.DISCOVLAND.NET>

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On Sat, 28 Jun 1997, neudorf@discovland.net wrote:

 

> J. Stauffer wrote:

>

> > Does anyone have any suggestions for reading projects that might help

> > restore some minimal level of Beat focus to the list before it

> > completely evaporates into the dissapearing ozone layer with more and

> > more Kozmic Kuestions like Poesey and Godliness?

>

> Just finished reading Kerouac's 'Mexico City Blues'. It gets stronger as

> you read it. I have come to the conclusion that his Blues choruses must

> be read drunk, or with at least a buzz, the rhythms jump out easier. It

> is also closer to his state while writing them.

>

> Anybody read Bob Kaufman? he's a real character.

 

i see what you mean--at least partially; however, my beat lit students

have just waded through some of the choruses--and i think they found them

quite lucid and indeed huzzah magical even without weed or booze; of

course Jack wrote many (?) of them on a coffee and pot high...but then

again their tenor and tone and imagery and such are red and right for any

(well, pretty much any) state of mind. my students were very impressed

byt michael mcclure's notion that MCB is the greatest long religious poem

in the 20th century. quite an imprimateur. of course then MCB would beat

out Eliot's Wasteland--which is quite a wow religious poem in its own

right!

>

 

Steve R. Smith

Dept. of English

Pacific University

Oregon

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 00:12:52 -0400

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From:         Pamela Beach Plymell <CVEditions@AOL.COM>

Subject:      Re: <<Diane>>, di prima, <<beauty>>

 

In a message dated 97-06-30 13:59:50 EDT, you write:

 

<< ok. I'm a big fan of the river. >>

Well, I hate to be a bore, but sometimes it seems that those who discovered

the beats seem to frame them or freeze them in time like a fast food carry

out. One of the poet's poet who influenced them all wrote a poem titled The

River. It used to be in his Brooklyn Bridge collection. Harte Crane was

notoriously homosexual, though like Whitman it was deseminated throughout his

vision. He was the first poet I've read who so openly used the breath to end

lines, combined and invented words from what was around him, embraced his

lovers, relied heavily on spontenaeity for his images and vision. I think it

is The River that provides an example of all these things that made his poety

great and acknowledged rather secretly by all those who came later,

especially the beats. That poem, or one, begins with about a half page of

breath, combining ads "ripped in the guaranteed corner" and when the breath

runs out, the next breath softens with "and left three men sitting on the

tracks/watching tailights wizen and converge." I don't have his book, so this

is recalled from the 50's. But I'm sometimes perplexed with the "Alpha and

Omega" sense that surrounds the "discovery" of the beats?

Charles Plymell

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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 21:29:41 -0700

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From:         "Steve Smith a.k.a. Whiskey Wordsmith" <psu06729@ODIN.CC.PDX.EDU>

Subject:      Re: Visionaries (Eliot/Ginsberg again, for Michael Skau & et al)

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On Mon, 30 Jun 1997, Diane Carter wrote:

 

> Now that I've reread some Eliot, I am ready to address a few points from

> earlier Eliot/visionary discussion.

>

> I think there needs to be a distinction between a poet that writes

> symbolically and a visionary.  Eliot is really depressing.  Eliot saw

> what was wrong, spiritually, but accepted "death-in-life,"

>

> (Prufrock)

> "Do I dare disturb the universe?"

>

> "I am no prophet--and there's no great matter;

> I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,

> And I have seen the eternal Footman hold my coat, and snicker.

> And in short, I was afraid."

>

> Eliot saw the vision, saw what was necessary to do, but could not rise to

> the task.  The visionary poet must in some meaning of the term, be a

> prophet, rail against the status quo, and in doing so put forth a his own

> positive vision of what is possible.  He must as Chris Dumond, so

> articulately put, in another post about Ginsberg, "[rain] life, pride,

> and love on us all."   Blake took the work of other writers, like Milton,

> and put his vision over their's in a way that spread out, and widened,

> set up his own system, of what was and what could be.

>

> The hope in the Wasteland is faint, really faint, the sound of thunder

> there but not resonant, not awakening, at least not yet.  The grass is

> singing but it is not fully alive.  Not in the way Whitman or Ginsberg

> sang or were fully alive.  A visionary says "this is what I see" and

> projects his vision out there, loudly.

>

> Eliot writes,

> "No! I am not Prince Hamlet, nor was meant to be;

> Am an attendant lord, one that will do

> To swell a progress, start a scene or two,

> Advise the prince; no doubt, an easy tool,

> Deferential, glad to be of use,

> Politic, cautious, and meticulous;

> Full of high sentence, but a bit obtuse"

>

> Eliot used symbols well, layering in metaphoric and metaphysical

> dimensions, the fire and rose are one, even cyclic sometimes in his view

> of words and history, but often his words are devoid of power, the power

> to change, to do anymore than accept his lot.  A true visionary

> transforms experience, their experience and our experience.  In Howl,

> Ginsberg raged against America, but he also saw the possibility for the

> hope that rises up in our humanness.  Eliot is not grasping upon the

> mermaid, rising with her cutching rebirth, he is looking at it from afar.

>  I would describe his voice not so much as a visionary one as one that

> saw what was possible, but was unable to grasp whatever he needed to

> transcend his condition.

> DC

>

Hi, Diane. But there is the WAY in the Wasteland--the regenerative

spirit and flesh available through the grail and the knight moving

through the pilgrimage to it. yes, the Wasteland is bleak (blook,

perhaps, in Kerouac's term) (or blear!), but there is Eliot's own (yes,

the intentional fallacy rears up here) faith. this does come through the

poem. no question i see Eliot as a visionary--like Blake and Ginsberg.

It's just they saw visions in different tone and different tenor. Of

course Blake and Ginsberg would not see through the same glass as Eliot

in all his rather conservative protestantisms, but they all three of

them SAW visions, i tend to see "visionary" poet as poet who sees of

beyond and through the "veils"--whatever the veils may be. Eliot could be

such a stick in the bloody mud, but he saw the bloody mud and clear on

through the bloody comedy (Kerouac's note in Desolation Angels) to "what

came next."

 

i am blah blahing here, but...

 

 

Steve R. Smith

English Dept.

Pacific Univ.

Oregon

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 04:10:45 UT

Reply-To:     Sherri <love_singing@MSN.COM>

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From:         Sherri <love_singing@MSN.COM>

Subject:      Re: Dreams

 

Hahahahahaha!!

 

so why didn't you tell him to call Thor?  Bad news if god plays a joke on you

and moves the no parking signs, then wins the game.....  <hehehe>  you be

broke, big daddy

 

Thanks for the grins,

Sherri

 

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From:   BEAT-L: Beat Generation List on behalf of R. Bentz Kirby

Sent:   Monday, June 30, 1997 8:36 PM

To:     BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU

Subject:        Dreams

 

Dreams

 

In a dream, God said to me:

"Don't you EVER mention my name on

the Beat List again."

I figured she was just joking!

Like when the animals were

Brought to Adam,

"He called it an elephant!!!"

"HaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHa!"

Does God ever make idol threats

Against you in your sleep?

I dreamed I saw God and

Maya's face was on him.

Then I thought, I don't

Know Maya's face.

Then I thought, well,

This is a dream.

So, maybe it was her face?

Then I went behind the

Big screen where my cat

Was swatting at a roach,

And there was that guy

That looked like the guy

>From Mad Magazine.

He said, "What, God worry?"

So, I am wondering

If I should take it all

Seriously or not.

Hey, the phone just rang.

It's God, he wants to

Play handball.

Zeus is out of town.

Hera won't leave him home alone.

I told him one on one full court,

But I don't do handball.

We have a $35.00 bet.

I wonder where he is planning on parking?

 

rbk 6/30/97

 

--

Bentz

bocelts@scsn.net

 

http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 00:53:39 -0400

Reply-To:     "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

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From:         "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

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Subject:      Standing here

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Standing Here

 

Standing here,

An outcast within.

Swim in light,

A well meant vow.

 

I lack the courage,

To maintain until

I meet my rebirth again.

I face my dreams,

They, so like an angry wife,

Who cannot be divorced,

Except.

 

The debasing night.

To become honest.

Moment's realized revelation,

Years of seconds,

Moments of years,

My demons ARE mine.

 

This stand, may not be unique,

But, it's the only one I have.

 

Hidden too long.

I lack the courage,

To maintain

Until my rebirth again.

 

Standing here.

--

Bentz

bocelts@scsn.net

 

http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 07:42:24 +0200

Reply-To:     Rinaldo Rasa <rinaldo@GPNET.IT>

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From:         Rinaldo Rasa <rinaldo@GPNET.IT>

Subject:      No Nazi AGAIN!!!.

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dEAR fRIENDS,

i'm noticed in advance many people disagree with

censored the NG nazi, anyway i agree with people

who want that hate & dont' forget that hitler gang

was let talked in past & from word to word people

agree with the project & then olocausto became a reality,

word arent' facts, maybe but in politics there a bit

different matter i suppose,

tHanx alot for yr opinions my friends,

---

yrs

Rinaldo.

* I write peotry because Ezra Pound saw an ivory tower,

        [bet on one wrong horse... ---allen ginsberg *

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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 23:36:31 -0700

Reply-To:     runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

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From:         runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Subject:      Re: high coup (haiku)

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<<oh my>>

 

At 8:30 PM -0700 6/30/97, Maya Gorton wrote:

 

 

> the sweet smell of summer leaves,

> dark green and steaming in the sunny, buzzing air.

>

> m

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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 23:41:37 -0700

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<<nice>>

 

At 8:36 PM -0700 6/30/97, R. Bentz Kirby wrote:

 

 

> Dreams

>

> In a dream, God said to me:

> "Don't you EVER mention my name on

> the Beat List again."

> I figured she was just joking!

> Like when the animals were

> Brought to Adam,

> "He called it an elephant!!!"

> "HaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHaHa!"

> Does God ever make idol threats

> Against you in your sleep?

> I dreamed I saw God and

> Maya's face was on him.

> Then I thought, I don't

> Know Maya's face.

> Then I thought, well,

> This is a dream.

> So, maybe it was her face?

> Then I went behind the

> Big screen where my cat

> Was swatting at a roach,

> And there was that guy

> That looked like the guy

> >From Mad Magazine.

> He said, "What, God worry?"

> So, I am wondering

> If I should take it all

> Seriously or not.

> Hey, the phone just rang.

> It's God, he wants to

> Play handball.

> Zeus is out of town.

> Hera won't leave him home alone.

> I told him one on one full court,

> But I don't do handball.

> We have a $35.00 bet.

> I wonder where he is planning on parking?

>

> rbk 6/30/97

>

> --

> Bentz

> bocelts@scsn.net

>

> http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 23:46:38 -0700

Reply-To:     runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

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From:         runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Subject:      Re: WARNING! non-beat! do not read!

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<<laugh>>  <<good health, Maya>> <<hm>>

 

At 8:58 PM -0700 6/30/97, Maya Gorton wrote:

 

 

> (I know i have a problem with my trigger-happy "send" finger, but you read

> the warning and you did this to yourself, cats)

>

>

> theremin nightmare swims through greenly closed eyes

> the red dots are here again

> llllllllike doppler test skinner boxes,

> inkblots reading my mind in the dark

>

>  so bad for your eyes the incision must be made at the precise point of damn

> i forgot to save it again so it's lost forever but i remember to brush my

> teeth.

> the precise point of intersection between ear and soul#3.

> Don't be afraid, you've been there all along.

>

> There are many concepts of time which have not been explored sufficiently in

> our flat, flat, flat western world and these are the following:

>

> time as distance.  Time = how long it takes to get from A to B.

>

> time as circular. No explanation needed we all know about hinduism, etc.

>  what about mayas and aztecs, too? circular and repetitive. Sun moves in

> circle.(some heretics suggest it is we who move! but this is obviously a lie)

>

> time as defined by what you are doing, your activities.  For example, not 12

> o'clock but "llunchtime", etc. we do it all the time.

>

> time and whether or not you can do what you want with it, degree of choice of

> what to do with it as reflecting your socio-economic class.  America today.

>

> ---maya (god is on the Evolutionary Level Above Human)

> (Time as non-existent,non-expressable constant evolution of all things

> always) (after all this time in our quantifiable view of life, our world is

> still so very flat, so very flat!)

>

> Resounding platitudes are not limited to this list.

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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 23:50:21 -0700

Reply-To:     runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

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From:         runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Subject:      Re: <<Diane>>, di prima, <<beauty>>

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<<and what were we saying about critics, so few, so rare?>>

 

At 9:12 PM -0700 6/30/97, Pamela Beach Plymell wrote:

 

> In a message dated 97-06-30 13:59:50 EDT, you write:

>

> << ok. I'm a big fan of the river. >>

> Well, I hate to be a bore, but sometimes it seems that those who discovered

> the beats seem to frame them or freeze them in time like a fast food carry

> out. One of the poet's poet who influenced them all wrote a poem titled The

> River. It used to be in his Brooklyn Bridge collection. Harte Crane was

> notoriously homosexual, though like Whitman it was deseminated throughout his

> vision. He was the first poet I've read who so openly used the breath to end

> lines, combined and invented words from what was around him, embraced his

> lovers, relied heavily on spontenaeity for his images and vision. I think it

> is The River that provides an example of all these things that made his poety

> great and acknowledged rather secretly by all those who came later,

> especially the beats. That poem, or one, begins with about a half page of

> breath, combining ads "ripped in the guaranteed corner" and when the breath

> runs out, the next breath softens with "and left three men sitting on the

> tracks/watching tailights wizen and converge." I don't have his book, so this

> is recalled from the 50's. But I'm sometimes perplexed with the "Alpha and

> Omega" sense that surrounds the "discovery" of the beats?

> Charles Plymell

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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 23:56:26 -0700

Reply-To:     runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

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I don't know what you poety freaks are all cryin about tonight.  I know

Xena's dead, I know. I know.  but tune in next week.  Xena will ride

again!!  <<ahem>> Douglas

 

At 9:53 PM -0700 6/30/97, R. Bentz Kirby wrote:

 

 

> Standing Here

>

> Standing here,

> An outcast within.

> Swim in light,

> A well meant vow.

>

> I lack the courage,

> To maintain until

> I meet my rebirth again.

> I face my dreams,

> They, so like an angry wife,

> Who cannot be divorced,

> Except.

>

> The debasing night.

> To become honest.

> Moment's realized revelation,

> Years of seconds,

> Moments of years,

> My demons ARE mine.

>

> This stand, may not be unique,

> But, it's the only one I have.

>

> Hidden too long.

> I lack the courage,

> To maintain

> Until my rebirth again.

>

> Standing here.

> --

> Bentz

> bocelts@scsn.net

>

> http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

 

 

http://www.electriciti.com/babu/                summer

save it, just keep it off my wave               is

  -- ("my wave," soundgarden)                   here

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 03:18:28 +0000

Reply-To:     "neudorf@discovland.net" <neudorf@DISCOVLAND.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

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Diane Carter wrote:

 

> If poetry provides the answers, who asks the question?  The poet?  Ah,

> sorry folks, won't follow that line of line of thought any farther...

 

We don't have to worry about the origins of the questions. The poet

provides the answers, his answers = his truth ; and there are many

answers = many truths. As a reader, you choose which answers fit you

best.

 

JN

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 00:13:33 -0700

Reply-To:     runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

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From:         runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Subject:      Re: No Nazi AGAIN!!!.

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I think I feel

that people will watch and wait

see what happens because you can't

be everywhere be everything

certainly not against

everything

my god

 

life is about breathing

about swimming

<<peeing in the pool>>

and about running

always about running

 

time takes a cigarette <<david bowie>>

 

Nazies, what do I care?

I think I feel

olo cost

that's why people don't agree

censsssor ship is bad!!!

 

douglas

 

At 10:42 PM -0700 6/30/97, Rinaldo Rasa wrote:

 

 

> dEAR fRIENDS,

> i'm noticed in advance many people disagree with

> censored the NG nazi, anyway i agree with people

> who want that hate & dont' forget that hitler gang

> was let talked in past & from word to word people

> agree with the project & then olocausto became a reality,

> word arent' facts, maybe but in politics there a bit

> different matter i suppose,

> tHanx alot for yr opinions my friends,

> ---

> yrs

> Rinaldo.

> * I write peotry because Ezra Pound saw an ivory tower,

>         [bet on one wrong horse... ---allen ginsberg *

 

 

http://www.electriciti.com/babu/                summer

save it, just keep it off my wave               is

  -- ("my wave," soundgarden)                   here

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 00:25:23 -0700

Reply-To:     runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

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From:         runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Subject:      Re: fear and loathing

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our little surfer

surfer dude

he's come a long way

barns having fallen on him

riding buck back high rollin

freakin dancin death boogy in

little buddha, mister dylan's dog

a patti smith poem, thank you

 

future comotose future

can you take a guess

what would you do?

star makes the money

cutts the funny

gets the honey

fuck me?

fuck me?

fuck you

 

quit a difference of opinion, obviously.  on his way to <<vegas>>

gott any heroine?

need heroine?

<<get back in the car man>>

jagged paintings hanging loosely

droppin pills and pepsies

heroine  <<where the qualudes, man?>>

 

lawyers will have a mess with this one man

sharks!!  eat him up  sharks!! eat him up

<<shut up Nancy!!>> <<Nancy girl>> <<nancy girl>>

 

<<adrian!!>> <<rocky??>>  <<Dr. Scott!!>>  <<huh??>>

geez, what kinda of a fear and loathing can we be expecting now?  Terry

Gilliam's pretty cool...  if only River Phoenix hadn't died...  <<man>>

 

Douglas

 

At 10:00 PM -0700 6/30/97, Adrien Begrand wrote:

 

 

> Actually, Depp and Cox had quite a difference in opinion of how the book

> should be filmed, and Cox has been dropped. Last time I heard filming is

> now set for early July with Terry Gilliam doing the honors.

>

> Adrien

>

> Michael Skau wrote:

> >

> > the current (June/July 1997) issue of Facets Features, an update

> > published by Facets Multimedia has the following entry:

> > "Johnny Depp will star in _Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas_, which is

> > based on Hunter S. Thompson's novel and will be directed by Alex

> > Cox (_Sid and Nancy_)."

> > Whaddya think of that!

> > Cordially,

> > Mike Skau

> > 6/30/97

 

 

http://www.electriciti.com/babu/                summer

save it, just keep it off my wave               is

  -- ("my wave," soundgarden)                   here

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 03:27:58 +0000

Reply-To:     "neudorf@discovland.net" <neudorf@DISCOVLAND.NET>

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Subject:      Genius

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Maya wrote:

 

> (this is possibly the worst poem ever written by a human being, maybe isn't a

> poem at all, but hey, i'm not the only one who posts crappy stuff on this

> list)

 

There's no need for this. Not enough time in the world to double doubt.

Remember #29 on Kerouac's list: everything you write is pure genius

[paraphrase].

 

JN

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 13:12:03 +0200

Reply-To:     Rinaldo Rasa <rinaldo@GPNET.IT>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Rinaldo Rasa <rinaldo@GPNET.IT>

Subject:      Re: No Nazi AGAIN!!!.

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>Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 00:13:33 -0700

>From:         runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

>I think I feel

>that people will watch and wait

>see what happens because you can't

>be everywhere be everything

>certainly not against

>everything

>my god

>

>life is about breathing

>about swimming

><<peeing in the pool>>

>and about running

>always about running

>

>time takes a cigarette <<david bowie>>

>

>Nazies, what do I care?

>I think I feel

>olo cost

>that's why people don't agree

>censsssor ship is bad!!!

>

>douglas

>

>At 10:42 PM -0700 6/30/97, Rinaldo Rasa wrote:

>

>

>> dEAR fRIENDS,

>> i'm noticed in advance many people disagree with

>> censored the NG nazi, anyway i agree with people

>> who want that hate & dont' forget that hitler gang

>> was let talked in past & from word to word people

>> agree with the project & then olocausto became a reality,

>> word arent' facts, maybe but in politics there a bit

>> different matter i suppose,

>> tHanx alot for yr opinions my friends,

>> ---

>> yrs

>> Rinaldo.

>> * I write peotry because Ezra Pound saw an ivory tower,

>>         [bet on one wrong horse... ---allen ginsberg *

>

>

>http://www.electriciti.com/babu/                summer

>save it, just keep it off my wave               is

>  -- ("my wave," soundgarden)                   here

>

dEAR,

i agree with u but i forced myself to forget that

Ezra Pound IS a fascist & put a line between poetry

& politics, but this not possible in every case,

the poetry as i known born in italy with San Francesco

& then with Dante Alighieri & wasnt' so clear that

was ONLY lit, poetry was POLITICS at his dawn its' no

doubt, & what i must say 'cuz im' born in a patria who

was the land where fascism was grown...

have my love,

Rinaldo. * a not competent beet *

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 07:46:58 -0400

Reply-To:     Marie Countryman <country@SOVER.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Marie Countryman <country@SOVER.NET>

Subject:      desperately seeking dave breithaupt!/radio show tape!

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sorry folks tried to backchannel the info; couldnt;

does anyone have db(breithaupt)'s snail mail address?

db: i got a package for you with an empty address.

mc

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 08:03:27 -0400

Reply-To:     Tony Trigilio <atrigili@LYNX.DAC.NEU.EDU>

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From:         Tony Trigilio <atrigili@LYNX.DAC.NEU.EDU>

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

Comments: cc: membabe@aol.com

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R. Bentz Kirby wrote:

>Has anyone on the list ever heard of Diane De Rooy.

 

Yes.  Diane organized a virtual memorial for Allen Ginsberg within a week

of his death on the America Online Beat Generation Chat Room.  The several

of us who logged on that morning remembered the best of Allen's work and

life.  We shared stories and posted excerpts from his work.  It was one of

the better memorials I attended that month.

 

Since then, we have exchanged occasional emails; and I have tried to return

to the Beat Generation Chat Room, but I always seem to turn up when the

room is empty.

 

I have found Diane to be honest, considerate, compassionate--and a very

good writer.  She is a professional.  I do not know enough about the

details of the estate controversy to comment on the nuances of the

arguments.  I was one of those BEAT-L subscribers who was not turned off by

the arguments over the estate these past few weeks.  As a scholar who

periodically must make use of closed-stack library collections--and as a

former Rare Books staffer--I found the arguments worth reading.

 

And I found nothing in Diane's posting that was outrageous.  Your

disagreements are well taken, as was your reminder that an actual visit to

the Lowell archives would constitute stronger evidence than would a

telephone call to the archives.

 

>I also note with interest that this post appears almost a day or two

>after Gerry signed off the list.

 

Did Gerry post a notice to the list that he was signing off?  If so, then I

understand why you said the above, and I'm sorry that I missed Gerry's

posting.  I have been swamped with work lately, and I've been unable to do

more than save the postings I've wanted to respond to (visionary poetry,

Ginsberg & Eliot) and hope to respond later.

 

But if Gerry did not give public notice that he was leaving, then how would

Diane--or any of us--know he was gone?  I know that listservs have a

command (I can't remember right now because it is saved in another file)

that will allow you to get a list of all current subscribers.  I tried this

for BEAT-L about two years ago, and was told that this particular command

was blocked.  As far as I know, the subscriber list is confidential.  Thus,

I'm not sure how Diane would know Gerry had signed off.

 

>I ran a 411 search

>and turned up nothing.  I ran one on my email address and got me.

 

I am probably more technologically challenged than I think I am.  Please

explain what a "411" search is.  The closest analogue I can come up with is

a directory assistance telephone search, which we can do locally by

dialling "411."

 

Do you mean a finger search?  If so, then rest assured:  the various times

that I have tried finger searches on folks who belong to AOL, I have

received no information.  As far as I can tell, AOL blocks finger searches.

 Every "finger" attempt to find a login name--and information on login

frequency--for an AOL user will turn up nothing.

 

Again, maybe I'm missing the "411" code.  Or maybe there is a way to

subvert AOL's finger-blocking.

 

>So, I

>am very curious about this.  I know that there have been phantom posts

>from aol before and that Jerry C. smoked some of those out.  If Diane is

>a real person, I apologize to her, but this post seems very suspicious

>and the timing makes it even more so.  I apologize, for an off topic

>post.

 

I am sorry, too, for the off topic post.  I just wanted to write to let you

know what I know of Diane as a real person.  By writing this, I do not

intend to involve myself in the estate controversy, nor do I purport to

have relevant knowledge of the controversy. I am not taking sides on any of

the issues that have emerged from the estate arguments. I hope this helps.

Take care--

 

Peace--

Tony

atrigili@lynx.neu.edu

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 09:37:39 -0500

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Subject:      Re: WHITMAN

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Sherri wrote:

 

><grins> so then, leo, was your thot on the beam, were you too lazy or scare=

d

>of pain, or does it mean that blood-letting is not required?   <still

>giggling>  Ciao, Sherri

>

>----------

>From:  BEAT-L: Beat Generation List on behalf of

>=3D?iso-8859-1?Q?Sinverg=3DFCenza?=3D

>Sent:  Monday, June 30, 1997 2:07 PM

>To:    BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU

>Subject:       Re: Whitman

>

>Douglas wrote:

>

>><<still digging>>

>>

>>>From:  Ksenija Simic[SMTP:ksenija@GALOIS.MI.SANU.AC.YU]

>>>

>>>"Camarado,

>>>this is not a book!

>>>Who touches this, touches the man."

>>

>>Note to myself:  explore book covers of beats.  first editions ---->

>>etc.  As a visual artist, how is "touching" presented.  in soft and hard

>>bind... ;-)  and if you eat the book.  lonely one night, alone in yer

>>room,  [[devour it whole]] have you "communed" with *The Man* as well???

>>

>>Douglas  <<obese in thought, thin on restraint>>

>

>I thought I could only be a

>writer if I pushed a book against

>my lips until i bled.

>

>=3D46unny thought.

>

>I dented my lip and tasted the

>book, but I didn't bleed.

>

>-leo

 

it was a silly thought. i should've been waiting for the book to bleed.

Emerson said something about words being vascular; anyway, if you cut them

they will bleed.

 

leo

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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 23:12:51 -0700

Reply-To:     Diane Carter <dcarter@TOGETHER.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Diane Carter <dcarter@TOGETHER.NET>

Subject:      Re: God  <<still digging>>

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>Joseph Neudorfer writ

>

> >= there is nothing holding us back from knowing all, but there is

> >no

> >physical possibility of reaching that 'all-knowledge', you would soon

> >swim in insanity . . . hense Jehovah is crazy . . . that is why even

> >Moses, the figure who was in Yahweh's presence, was not actually face

>to

> >face. When Moses asked Yahweh to reveal himself (one of the many times

> >on the mountains, after the burning bush), Yahweh only permitted Moses

> >to observe his back and shoulders - which on one level is a paradox in

> itself.>>

>

 

> Penn, Douglas, K wrote:

> and is this why Andre Breton says "beauty must be repulsive"??  To reach

> 'all-beauty' would one soon be repulsed by everything??  and where to

>go

> from there?  back down the mountain??  [[please don't let me ask about

> the "burning bush" in this context, please don't let me ask, please...

> <<laughing>>

>

> Still wish you would explain that Yahweh/Moses ---> back/shoulders

> paradox.  Maybe Yahweh was an ugly mofo, having a badhair day, and just

> decided to be shy?  somewhat kidding, but curious  <<answer via

> >backchannel if necessary>>

>

The more I think about Joseph's post of reaching all-knowledge as

swimming in insanity and hense Jehovah is crazy, the more right on target

I see it.  I took the Moses observing back & shoulders analogy to mean

that if Moses [we] saw the face of God, we would indeed go insane.  Can

you even start to imagine what grasping the wholeness of human knowledge

and the universe in one instant would be like?  Much better that we grasp

at meanings broken down into bits, the god talked about in churches seen

in human terms, the idea of father, children, Jesus, all put in a human

mythological context so our feeble minds can cope.

DC

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 08:17:34 +0000

Reply-To:     wirtz@ridgecrest.ca.us

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From:         Mike & Barbara Wirtz <wirtz@RIDGECREST.CA.US>

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Diane Carter wrote:

>

> James Stauffer wrote:

> >

> > Puzzled by this censorship thread.  I thought the idea was that

> > expression of ideas, however dead wrong they are was permitted.  Action

> > was the problem.  Do we make the world a better place by outlawing

> > ideas?  Just asking.

> >

>

> Censorship of any kind cannot be permitted in books or on usenet.  The

> free expression of ideas is what this country (and the beats) are about.

> No matter how much you loathe someone's ideas, they have a right to

> express them as much has you have a right to express your's.  An idea is

> simply an idea. People try to ban ideas they fear. Your own freedom of

> speech can only be protected by fighting for the free speech of all.

> Enough said by me.

> DC

 

just curious...this country? isn't this the net...and a world-wide list?

Couldn't anybody, even joe kerouac over in Somalia, join?  Are our first

amendmentment rights protected Throws the ball to Bentz :)

I am actually curious about this one, because I chat over at alamak at

think cafe, and I go a number of rounds on whether a public site, though

privately maintained, can censor ideas.  I would appreciate any insights

you could provide.

        also...I am sure I could get a Beat chat room set up at optichat for

folks that wanted to talk...but there is a cursing filter...so in order

to truly curse, you have to do so creatively.

barb

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 08:24:31 -0700

Reply-To:     runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

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From:         runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Subject:      Re: No Nazi AGAIN!!!.

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<<fighting a poundig head>>  Rinaldo writ:

 

> dEAR,

> i agree with u but i forced myself to forget that

> Ezra Pound IS a fascist & put a line between poetry

> & politics, but this not possible in every case,

> the poetry as i known born in italy with San Francesco

> & then with Dante Alighieri & wasnt' so clear that

> was ONLY lit, poetry was POLITICS at his dawn its' no

> doubt, & what i must say 'cuz im' born in a patria who

> was the land where fascism was grown...

> have my love,

> Rinaldo. * a not competent beet *

 

sometimes the patient cannot be saved must be cutout

32 x 32 they stand in slide specimens lines //gris gris

then pasted and photoshoped later //no no no no

Robert Rauschenberg got his start with Dante too

a bunch of illustrated cantos that won him recognition

got the 1964? Venice Biennial

then picked a fight with M. Cunningham the dancer

Jasper Johns his lover

and he's been slightly drunk political since

travelling to china, chilie, russia indonesia?  <<ROCI>>

his visuals and hunchback versace smile

//weapons for peace

 

don't know Ezra Pound at all

"Salo" by piero pasolini has my love

a fetching carrot, // Douglas

 

 

 

"If you love your fun, die for it!"  --Jello Biafra

 

http://www.electriciti.com/babu/                let the man come thru

stand up, and let the man come thru             let the man come thru

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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 23:22:09 -0700

Reply-To:     Diane Carter <dcarter@TOGETHER.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Diane Carter <dcarter@TOGETHER.NET>

Subject:      Re: <<Diane>>, di prima, <<beauty>>

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Penn, Douglas, K wrote:

>

> I agree words can be nothing/everything holy (as Ginsberg would

> apparently define), but I still must hold onto a societal view of

> "beauty" (and a few other choice words).  beauty needs to go for a ride

> with me for a while longer.  this I must see.  [[oh..exhale..]] why is

> it so hard to give up words?  they answer so many questions.

>

>         "what are words for, when nobody listens any more for

>         [....] there's no use talking all..."  [missing persons]

>

 

What you will find is that if you think about a word long enough it will

lose all of it's meaning.  It will become frayed, and fragmented, and

suddenly you will be thrust into the potentional absurdity of the

collective unconscious.  You will see where Kerouac and Joyce were going,

the place where one word means a million things at many levels, syllables

thrown together in that vast space we call the mind, charting the course

of history and eternity in one word, one moment.  And then you will start

writing that way, in the language of the unconscious and people will

spend years of their lives picking out all the inherent meaning in the

way words and syllables are run together.

DC

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 08:25:44 +0000

Reply-To:     wirtz@ridgecrest.ca.us

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From:         Mike & Barbara Wirtz <wirtz@RIDGECREST.CA.US>

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Maya Gorton wrote:

>

> the sweet smell of summer leaves,

> dark green and steaming in the sunny, buzzing air.

>

> m

 

haiku to you, too!

 

Lovers sandwiching

My peanutbutter lust wants

Welch's grape jelly

 

:)

barb

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 08:30:12 -0700

Reply-To:     runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Subject:      Re: No Nazi On The Net was (Re: FW: please read this and vote)

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<<merde, I'm late for work!>>

 

At 1:17 AM -0700 7/1/97, _____ Barbara Wirtz wrote:

 

>         also...I am sure I could get a Beat chat room set up at optichat for

> folks that wanted to talk...but there is a cursing filter...so in order

> to truly curse, you have to do so creatively.

 

cool.  chickenheads,

 prepare your engines!!

 

> barb

 

Douglas

 

http://www.electriciti.com/babu/                let the man come thru

stand up, and let the man come thru             let the man come thru

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Date:         Mon, 30 Jun 1997 23:33:08 -0700

Reply-To:     Diane Carter <dcarter@TOGETHER.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Diane Carter <dcarter@TOGETHER.NET>

Subject:      Eating the book of life (was Re: Whitman)

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Penn, Douglas, K wrote:

>

>Note to myself:  explore book covers of beats.  first editions ---->

> etc.  As a visual artist, how is "touching" presented.  in soft and hard

> bind... ;-)  and if you eat the book.  lonely one night, alone in yer

> room,  [[devour it whole]] have you "communed" with *The Man* as well???

>    lines of Ginsberg come to mind, [from Howl] "with the absolute heart of

the poem of life butchered out of their own bodies good to eat a thousand

years."  Feeding on the body of life is a common thread in much modern

literature, probably dating back to the reference of communion as feeding

on the body of Christ.  Joyce was big on feeding on the body, that each

of us is connected to collective humanity in this way, feeding on the

the dead, finding there life/work which enlightens us, and connects each

of us one to the next.

DC

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 09:24:21 -0400

Reply-To:     MATT HANNAN <MATT.HANNAN@OTC.USOC.CCHUB.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         MATT HANNAN <MATT.HANNAN@OTC.USOC.CCHUB.COM>

Subject:      Re[2]: burroughs story

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The other evening, after consuming my usual dinner of scrambled eggs

smothered in Gib's Nuclear Hell Hot Sauce, I had a dream that my wife and

I met AG (in his late-life form) in the basement of a New York City

Firehouse--seemingly by appointment.  Every time I began to ask him a

question he'd get up and walk to another room in this tiny building

decorated in early 1960's naugahide.  After about twenty repetitions of

this he morphed into a younger version of himself (India/Paris days) and

said simply "I have to go now" and I woke up.

 

Any Amateur Freudian Psychoanalysts (as opposed to Bournemouth and

District Amateur Gynecologists) wanna take a crack at that one?

 

love and lilies,

 

matt

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 09:34:23 -0400

Reply-To:     MATT HANNAN <MATT.HANNAN@OTC.USOC.CCHUB.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         MATT HANNAN <MATT.HANNAN@OTC.USOC.CCHUB.COM>

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>Actually, Depp and Cox had quite a difference in opinion of how the book

>should be filmed, and Cox has been dropped. Last time I heard filming is

>now set for early July with Terry Gilliam doing the honors.

 

     I know Gilliam does a wonderful job and has directed outside his

     "Genesis" but I just can't help thinking of a HST/Python marriage:

 

     Act 1, Scene 1:  HST and the crazed Samoan at 125 mph on 15 between

     Baker and the NV line.  Pan to rear view of convertible as giant green

     foot stomps convertible to bits and topless queen Elizabeth II appears

     over butte to left, googly eyes all agoggle.

 

     Don't trust the movie biz....filming may start today but debut may be

     in 2001!

 

     love and lilies,

 

     matt

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 09:53:21 -0700

Reply-To:     "Penn, Douglas, K" <dkpenn@OEES.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         "Penn, Douglas, K" <dkpenn@OEES.COM>

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yes, you weren't running fast enough.

 

IMHO, Douglas

 

 

"the map is not the territory"                  babu@electriciti.com

  (Alfred Korzybski)                    www.electriciti.com/babu/

 

>----------

>From:  MATT HANNAN[SMTP:MATT.HANNAN@OTC.USOC.CCHUB.COM]

>Sent:  Tuesday, July 01, 1997 6:24 AM

>To:    BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU

>Subject:       Re[2]: burroughs story

>

>The other evening, after consuming my usual dinner of scrambled eggs

>smothered in Gib's Nuclear Hell Hot Sauce, I had a dream that my wife and

>I met AG (in his late-life form) in the basement of a New York City

>Firehouse--seemingly by appointment.  Every time I began to ask him a

>question he'd get up and walk to another room in this tiny building

>decorated in early 1960's naugahide.  After about twenty repetitions of

>this he morphed into a younger version of himself (India/Paris days) and

>said simply "I have to go now" and I woke up.

>

>Any Amateur Freudian Psychoanalysts (as opposed to Bournemouth and

>District Amateur Gynecologists) wanna take a crack at that one?

>

>love and lilies,

>

>matt

>

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 16:35:56 UT

Reply-To:     Sherri <love_singing@MSN.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Sherri <love_singing@MSN.COM>

Subject:      Re: No Nazi On The Net was (Re: FW: please read this and vote)

 

would be cool to do beat chat, let's do it!  Thx, Barb

 

Ciao,

Sherri

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 10:28:18 -0700

Reply-To:     "Penn, Douglas, K" <dkpenn@OEES.COM>

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From:         "Penn, Douglas, K" <dkpenn@OEES.COM>

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note to myself:  find URL of article originally published in Monday's LA

Times.

 

Why Men Just Have to Monkey Around  <<snippet>>

=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=-=--=

by Kathleen Kelleher (special to the Times)

 

<<

Chimpanzees-the best human anlogue because they must cooperate to combat

common enemies and compete for females and rank-do something called

"message play."

 

"Instead of beating up on an adolescent male, an adult male starts very

roughly tickling. . . playfully slapping him and shoving him but giving

him the message that he _could_ beat him up if he wanted to," says Frans

de Waal, a primatologist at the Yerkes center and author of several

books on primates.

 

"It is turning tension into play.  It is a bit like tension between guys

and they turn it into a joke."

>>

 

Douglas  <<who never bit anybody's ear off....>>

 

 

 

"the map is not the territory"                  babu@electriciti.com

  (Alfred Korzybski)                    www.electriciti.com/babu/

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Ksenija,

The Corso line you were asking about is from line 15 of Corso's

poem "Bomb"; in English it reads," To die by cobra is not to die

by bad pork." "Bomb" was originally published as a broadside, and

later was collected in _The Happy Birthday of Death_ as a foldout

in that volume, surely one of the few books of poetry ever published

with a centerfold.

Cordially,

Mike Skau

7/1/97

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 19:50:26 -0500

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Subject:      Re: Don't shoot the messenger

Comments: cc: gnicosia@earthlink.net, Diane DeRooy <MemBabe@aol.com>

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Diane,

 

This is a fact.

 

Ph.D. candidate from the University of Michigan, writing her dissertation

on Keroauc, was denied access to the collection Gerry Sold to U.Mass.

 

If Martha Mayo stated that anyone has access to the collection of research

material that was used to write MEMORY BABE: A CRITICAL BIOGRAPHY OF JACK

KEROAUC, she is not telling the truth.

 

j grant

 

Academic & Small Press Authors & publishers

                display books free at

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 18:31:45 -0700

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I think I smell treble beats.

I just wanted to let the group know that I know God and Satan personally and

they've asked me to clear up a few things here.  They're actually really

good friends.  They made up a long time ago.

  Satan and I have this running bit where he flies by my balconey and says,

"See you soon James."  And I say, "Yeah sure Satan you joker you."  And I

look out at the lake of fire and the folks gnashing their teeth and crying

and I laugh.

  God takes me to heaven about every three weeks.  Don't get me wrong, we

talk in between visits.  When I go to heaven, God and I get drunk and we

talk about you guys and humanity in general.  Occasionally, other species

pop up but that's usually when we're really out of it and we're bored.  God

always asks me what I wanna do and I say, "I dunno, whadda you wanna do?"

and he says, "I dunno man, I've done everything."  We usually end up jerking

ourselves from one edge of the universe to another and God'll say, "Okay,

we're here.  Now we're here.  Now we're over here.  Oh.  Now we're here."

 

  Then we go back to heaven and God lets me make fun of Christ.  I say

things like, "Jesus Jesus, you shoulda, you know, made yourself tough as

nails.  Or if you didn't wanna do that, you shoulda told everybody not to

start a religion based on what you said because there's these guys with

really big hats and they tell everybody what you REALLY meant.  I mean, you

shoulda thought ahead man.  Why didn't you do a little writing yourself?

You know, make the message neon and eternal or something."  And Christ

invariably says, "I was just doing what Dad wanted."  And God says, "When

are you going to grow up?  Jesus Christ Jesus Christ."  Blashpemy is allowed

in heaven by the way.  God's always saying, "Medammit, time for another

earthquake."

  If anyone's interested, I'll relate more of what's been going on with God,

Satan and other religious figures and me later.

                                                 James M.

"I'm dying.  I hope you're dying too."

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 18:44:21 -0700

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At 06:28 PM 6/30/97 -0400, R. Bentz Kirby wrote:

>Has anyone on the list ever heard of Diane De Rooy.

 

I have swapped mail with membabe@aol.com on various topics such as irc.

 

> I ran a 411 search

>and turned up nothing.  I ran one on my email address and got me.

 

I went to www.four11.com and did a NAME search on you. You did not show up

in R. Bentz Kirby, Bentz Kirby, or the last name of Kirby. So does this

mean youd on't exist? And as far as the web search engines work, they only

work if YOU yourself put your name in OR someone buys your name off the

list. just because someone does NOT show up in the web search means they do

not exist.

 

I also did a search on Charles Bukowski: Three email addresses

                           Charles Plymell: No matches

                           James Stauffer: 23 Matches

                           Jack Kerouac: No Match

                           William S. Burroughs: No match

So do these people not exist because you did not find them at

www.four11.com? Hardly.

 

> So, I

>am very curious about this.  I know that there have been phantom posts

>from aol before and that Jerry C. smoked some of those out.  If Diane is

>a real person, I apologize to her, but this post seems very suspicious

>and the timing makes it even more so.  I apologize, for an off topic

>post.

 

 

As for your "comptence" doing websearch, if you were my lawyer, I would

have fired you long ago for 'incomptence". Membabe is a very real person

and one *I* have corresponded with in the past about various and sundry

things.

 

SO before you go doing "searches" why don't you actually do a search. She

mentioned I believe that she lives in Seattle (or thereabouts) nothing to

look her up in the phonebook or do a search though DMV seeing as you are

such "the lawyer".

 

ttfn.

 

lisa

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                 and yet that is all i can show you.

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 21:54:32 -0400

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jo grant wrote:

>

> Diane,

>

> This is a fact.

>

> Ph.D. candidate from the University of Michigan, writing her dissertation

> on Keroauc, was denied access to the collection Gerry Sold to U.Mass.

>

> If Martha Mayo stated that anyone has access to the collection of research

> material that was used to write MEMORY BABE: A CRITICAL BIOGRAPHY OF JACK

> KEROAUC, she is not telling the truth.

>

> j grant

 

Jo, she was not the only scholar.  Others have been turned away.  This

is the standard line given out by Mayo, but reality is different.

 

Peace,

--

Bentz

bocelts@scsn.net

 

http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

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some have shown interest in these ... if you're not one feel free to

delete quickly.

 

>From FireWalk Thru Madness, copyright December 1992 David B. Rhaesa

 

 

THE HISTORY OF TIME -- OR -- THE TIME OF HISTORY

                OR

HUMAN VEGETABLE TEACHES HISTORY TO COLLEGE STUDENTS

 

The wild eyed freshman walked upstairs to his history class.  First day

of college one class down one professor dead in the shadow of the wild

eyed boy=92s mind.  As he sat in the room waiting for the class to begin

he felt a strange sense of accomplishment - after years he was the first

the very first student that answered the Poetry Professor=92s question.=20

It was also strange because it left him feeling somewhat alienated,

somewhat isolated - well actually completely alienated and isolated

because he was different than all the other students - and it wasn=92t

just the students in that particular class.  He was different from all

the students who had brought their answers to the worn poetry professor

year after year.

 

He felt like an alien transported to wake the college from it=92s

intellectual slumber - shock the world out of it=92s one dimensional slee=

p

walking existence.  The wild eyed boy realized that the professor was

talking in the front of the room and he=92s saying something about

Santayana something about =93Those who refuse to learn from the past are

doomed to repeat it.=94  He=92s up there mumbling about doom thought the

wild eyed boy but doesn=92t know anything about doom.  What has this

middle aged man ever known about doom?  The wild eyed boy began to feel

the irritation building inside him the irritation that mean the alien

death force he harbored in his soul was beginning to surface. =20

 

He raised his hand and asked: =93Would it help a starving child in Somali=

a

to read a book about past famines, or perhaps a history of nutrition?=94=20

The professor looked annoyed in his cordouroy jacket with patches on the

sleeves.  Where did this question come from?  Students didn=92t ask real

questions.  Not in a history class.  Something about the boy=92s tone

annoyed him and tempted him kept him from brushing off the comment.  It

was asi if the rest of the class disappeared onlyy the middle-aged man

with all those books in his mind and the wild eyed boy with his angst

stood facing each other mind vs. mind, soul vs. soul a battle to the

death.

 

=93The history you teach is fiction,=94 said the wild eyed boy.  =93All y=

ou=92re

doing is telling his story as opposed to her story of the ant=92s story o=

r

some other guy=92s story or some other woman=92s story.  What makes you

think that the books you read are any truer than some Louis L=92Amour

Western?=94  He paused for a moment to witness the professor=92s response=

.=20

=93The history you study is just an extended Senate Confirmation Hearing

with Clarence Thomas telling his story and Anita Hill telling her story

and the witnesses telling their stories and a bunch of old white

straight males are sitting in the front holding court to decide which

story will be called the truth.  Woody Guthrie knew that the true

History wasn=92t what made it to the history books what made it to the Ne=

w

York Times - the true history was in the boxcars - it was Whitman asking

Woody to travel America and tell what he saw and that=92s what Woody did =

-

And he heard Irving Berlin=92s =91God Bless America=92 and he said that

shouldn=92t pass as history and he wrote =91God Blessed America=92 and th=

en

called it =91This Land is Your Land=92 and he wrote =91you can only write=

 what

you see=92 on the bottom of the page and it became the alternative

national anthem -- but even it wasn=92t the truth - some of the verses

were ignored, the capitalists hid the radical verses - just saved the

pretty ones - and U2 tried to excavate in the shared vision thing but I

don=92t know if the project was an archaeoogical success.  So you want me

to believve that history protects us in the future and if it was true,

if it wasn=92t fiction I might agree -- but what makes you believe George

Washington really crossed the Delaware or Jesus Christ really died on a

cross or even existed?  Is it because a book told you so.  If that naive

faith is all you have to protect you from the doom that lurks in the

future then I fear for your soul old man.=94

 

He stared at the history professor who was silent -- he was blank.  But

he seemed to still have life buried somewhere inside him so the wild

eyed boy waited patiently -- and he waited, and he waited --

occasionally he caught a glimpse of the student class President across

the room staring at the boy like he stared at Crazy Eddy or his little

sister when she told him about their Uncle and sexual abuse and some

would call it rape - but why bother.

 

The professor finally spoke.  =93How would you predict the future, if not

with the aid of history?=94 =20

 

The wild eyed boy stared at him, not flinching for a moment.  =93You=92re=

 so

fucking presumptious to believe you can predict the future anyway.  Or

for believing that the future is even predictable or that anything is

predictable.  What in your history could make you expect that we=92d be

engaged in this mental bloodsport right now, this instant, the present?=20

And what makes you think that even if things are predictable, that what

you call historiy is any more accurate, any more =91scientific=92 than Ta=

rot

Cards or Ouija Boards or Astrology?  Don=92t you get it old man.  That

thing you call history isn=92t the Truth -- it isn=92t History with a

capital H -- it=92s just some misguided excuse for one snapshot of the

billion possible snapshots of a feew points in time.  And studying all

these wars doesn=92t seem to make us not fight in them.  It makes as much

sense to say that our preoccupation with war in our history textbooks

perpetuates this war mentality like a self-fulfilling prophecy and we=92d

do better (or at lest as well) to roll some dice or call a 1-900 Psychic

line.=94

 

=93So you don=92t believe in History?=94 the professor responded.  His

response was almost immediate, almost presumptious, as if he thought

some intellectual trick -- a mind trap he=92d learned in graduate school

when his professor trapped him for being inquisitive -- was enough to

silence this strange creature that was passing off as a college

freshman.

 

The wild eyed boy recognized the simplicity of the response, he realized

that the middle-aged man had not listened to him, that the professor was

afraid to look into the mirror of his soul and see a big sign saying:

=93FRAUD=94, and was trying to protect himself with old tricks like a che=

ap

magician.

 

=93I believe in History, but it isn=92t whay you call history.  You=92re =

so

caught in your cage that you can=92t even listen to another angle -- see

another truth.  What are you afraid of old man?  Afraid of losing or

maybe even learning from a wild eyed freshman?  Would that be so

horrible?  -- Career ending/Soul wrenching blow to learn something from

a student.  I believe in history but not what you call history.  This is

history right now.  And what=92s happening at the Casey=92s over in Hills=

,

Iowa, that=92s history.  Your brand of history has some kind of

accredidation or application attached to it like for my life to be

meaningful I have to make history and that I have to try out for the

great play of history like trying out for some stupid high school

musical that nobody in the audience understands because they=92re only

there out of obligation to their children who are only in the play to

please their parents.  What makes you think that you=92re less

historically meaningful than George Washington?  Does it make you

insecure to look in the mirror and not see George Washington?  If I

write a book of history or a movie and call it =93It=92s a Wonderful Life=

,=94

and let you star and let you almost jump off the bridge because of your

insecurities, your belief in history and let Clarence save you will that

make you feel worthwhile?  Or will you wait to to read the movie

reviews?  Instead of living through old dead men, dead on black and

white paper -- a few pictures to try and prove something -- try living

through yourself.  Shave your head.  Get a tatoo.  Run through the

streets naked and see if anyone notices and if you care.  Learn to live

as if you are the characters in your prized history books and you=92ll do

well.  Or deal with the fact that you=92re just a speck of matter in the

Universe that doesn=92t amount to much of anything but what you decided t=

o

make for yourself.  Maybe then you can be happ0y and stop terrorizing

freshmen term after term making them think that they aren=92t as importan=

t

as these =91historical=92 figures.=94

 

The history professor now recognized that he faced a formidable

opponent.  This wild eyed boy -- fire of Jupiter flaming out like bolts

of lightning from the Heavens -- staring at him questioning his

legitimacy.  For years such a question had not even been considered by

the blurry eyed students who pass by his desk each term.  For years his

legitimacy rested in his position, his degrees, of course he knows more

than us freshman because he=92s in a position to know all that

information.  The wild eyed boy seemed to see through this mirage

realizing that anyone could be in this position that teaching was really

idiotic in many ways.  And he realized that his degrees and honors meant

nothing to this student because the boy was questioning all the classes

represented by those degrees by questioning this one moment in this one

class.  If he demonstrates that my class is a fraud -- for a moment --

he may expose the big fraud of the whole degree system.  This student

was digging deeper than any other in his sixteen years of teaching.  He

was questioning the professor=92s entire reason for believing -- his

reason for being.  It wasn=92t a question of his particular beliefs those

would be easy to defend in combat.  The wild eyed boy was questioning

the reason of it -- the sanity of it.  He was saying that the premise on

which the professor=92s entire existence was built was nothing but

shifting sand.  It was with this shaky foundation that the professor

turned to the boy and asked:

 

=93So if you believe in history, only a different history than mine,

-- What is the essence of History?=94

 

=93It=92s about time,=94 the wild eyed boy replied.  For a minute the

professor thought the student was scolding him for taking so long to get

around to questioning the essentials and he waited for the student to

continue.  Then he realized that it was the student=92s answer.  The

essence of history, as this student perceived it, was time.

 

The professor froze there for an historical moment -- an historical

instant.  In that one momenthe left his body into the collective mind of

his unconscious and from there he turned to look over his shoulder and

there before him was all of history -- all there at once -- everything

staring at him.

 

In his normal state of mind he would have thought this impossible.  How

could all of history be present to him in one instant -- in one moment.=20

But he was experiencing it and so he could understand all that came

before, in its wholeness and he could see all that was now and from this

atemporal vision the collage of this thing called history projected the

future into his mind.  And finally he learned what Santayana meant.

 

He was repeating history term after term doomed to the same mundane

existence because he refused to turn and face history, to look at the

historical instant and now that he had seen the vision he should return

and learn from it -- Teach others to learn from it, in a meaningful way,

in an essential way -- teach the truth about history, that history is

the interval between an instant and a moment and all of history is

contained therein.

 

The middle aged professor woke from his dream in a cold sweat.  He was

disoriented, but soon realized that he=92d slept through his alarm.  He

had fifteen minutes until his first class of the term.  He had stayed up

late preparing for the first day=92s lecture.  It was fairly commonplace

for the dirst day of class to be devoted to preliminary procedural

matters -- a brief description of the course, the ritual dispensing of

the syllabus -- signing add and drop slips and returning to the office

and home early.

 

This term the professor had decided that the first day required a

lecture.  The reason, he believed, for student apathy was rooted in the

tone of the class that first day.  The introduction to the class is of a

stale administrative course for academic credit paid for in cash.  All

of these considerations completely destroyed the importance of the

content of the material to be presented in this particular class.  It

was primarily the same as any other class regardless of the subject.=20

Any disagreements or disparities between classes clearly focused only on

procedural matters.

 

The Professor decided to change that.  On the first day of class he

would introduce history -- what it is, why it is so important, so

essential to our lives.  He=92d begun with the famous quotation =93Those =

who

choose to ignore history are doomed to repeat it.=94  From here the

lecture went on for nearly twelve pages illustrating the hazards of

historical ignorance.  The historically intelligent, the historically

aware, the historically conscious, individual can see past the blur of

everyday events at the archetypal plots -- life-scripts -- that are

played out day-in and day-out by people who don=92t even know that they

are in the play.

 

=93All the World=92s a stage and I am but a player on it=94 the professor

thinks and he explains to the students in the lecture that learning to

play at history is the test of understanding of knowledge just like in

any other endeavor.  The historical character can see the separate play

outside the ones which occupy most people=92s time.  The historical

character alters the present within the interior play by shifting

through the plots and actions in the larger play.  One must possess

historical awareness, historical consciousnes, historical Be-coming to

become a figure in the larger plane of history. =20

 

As he entered the room carrying a stack of papers and the notes for his

lecture scrawled on diner napkins from late night coffee the dream

returned to the middle-aged professor.  He was wearing his new corduoroy

jacket with the patched sleeves.  The nightmare returned.  The entire

dream returned and he saw the wild eyed boy standing over him and he

knew that he was a fraud.

 

He handed out the syllabus, asked if there were any questions, signed

some add and drop slips, walked downstairs to his office, shut the door,

turned on the radio to hear Carlos Santana playing God Bless America on

a forthcoming, historical patriotic album.  Berlin vs. Guthrie.  Germany

vs. Oklahoma.  in Football or War or is there a difference?  Of course

there is he thought and said he=92d take Germany in war but Oklahoma woul=

d

kick their ass in football.=20

 

His mind drifted further into the past and present.

 

Five hours later another professor stopped by to ask about a signature

on a travel voucher for their trip to the convention last week.  He

found the middle-aged history professor still in his corouroy jacket

staring blankly and smiling blankly and completely unaware of the

activities in his physical surroundings.

 

They took him to a hospital I=92m told.  They said he never recovered.

 

Occasionally he mutters something about the wild eyed boy and it is all

here, this one moment contains it all at once.  He was right -- time is

the essential component, transcend time - escape the quality of

temporality for an instant and you can see the history folding and

unfolding and repeating and skipping lice dice or domino=92s ....

 

and he goes on and on and the nurses just walk by without even looking

surprised by the insane patter from the retired old man.  And he tells

them he=92s a professor but nobody believes him....he=92s a crazy man.  T=

hey

think - sure, he=92s a professor.  Better double the Haldol and get out

the leather for this one says Lurch as he reads the description of

tonight=92s shift.  =93It looks like you=92re all going to finally get to=

 meet

the wild eyed boy.  Merry Chirstmas.=94

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From:         "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Organization: Law Office of R. Bentz Kirby

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

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Lisa M. Rabey wrote:

>

> At 06:28 PM 6/30/97 -0400, R. Bentz Kirby wrote:

> >Has anyone on the list ever heard of Diane De Rooy.

>

> I have swapped mail with membabe@aol.com on various topics such as irc.

>

> > I ran a 411 search

> >and turned up nothing.  I ran one on my email address and got me.

>

> I went to www.four11.com and did a NAME search on you. You did not show up

> in R. Bentz Kirby, Bentz Kirby, or the last name of Kirby. So does this

> mean youd on't exist? And as far as the web search engines work, they only

> work if YOU yourself put your name in OR someone buys your name off the

> list. just because someone does NOT show up in the web search means they do

> not exist.

>

> I also did a search on Charles Bukowski: Three email addresses

>                            Charles Plymell: No matches

>                            James Stauffer: 23 Matches

>                            Jack Kerouac: No Match

>                            William S. Burroughs: No match

> So do these people not exist because you did not find them at

> www.four11.com? Hardly.

>

> > So, I

> >am very curious about this.  I know that there have been phantom posts

> >from aol before and that Jerry C. smoked some of those out.  If Diane is

> >a real person, I apologize to her, but this post seems very suspicious

> >and the timing makes it even more so.  I apologize, for an off topic

> >post.

>

> As for your "comptence" doing websearch, if you were my lawyer, I would

> have fired you long ago for 'incomptence". Membabe is a very real person

> and one *I* have corresponded with in the past about various and sundry

> things.

>

> SO before you go doing "searches" why don't you actually do a search. She

> mentioned I believe that she lives in Seattle (or thereabouts) nothing to

> look her up in the phonebook or do a search though DMV seeing as you are

> such "the lawyer".

>

> ttfn.

>

> lisa

> --

>

>         Lisa M. Rabey       Computer Consultant         UIN: 1231211

>          ************************************************************

>           words...1000's of words.. wrapped together like wire

>                    how easy it would be to hate you

>                  and yet that is all i can show you.

>                       Nothing lasts forever. -me

>

>                http://www.bigendian.com/~simunye

>          mirror: http://the.art.of.sekurity.org/simunye

>        F.U.C.K. mirror: http://www.samurai.com/~lisa/f.u.c.k

Lisa:

 

If your flame had any information that was useable in it, I would use

it.  I asked if anyone knew if she was a real person.  If you know her

and she is, then, I would be more than happy to hear that.  I did not

claim to know the answer, but if you would type in bocelts@scsn.net into

411 you would get information on me, unless you have a different 411

search engine.  411 is for the living who have email address, phone

numbers etc,  it is not prefect.  Methinks you doth protest too much.

 

Maybe you just don't like lawyers.  Whatever it is, good luck working

your problem out.

 

Peace,

 

--

Bentz

bocelts@scsn.net

 

http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 22:41:25 -0400

Reply-To:     "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Organization: Law Office of R. Bentz Kirby

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

Comments: To: "Lisa M. Rabey" <lisar@NET-LINK.NET>

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Lisa M. Rabey wrote:

>

> At 06:28 PM 6/30/97 -0400, R. Bentz Kirby wrote:

> >Has anyone on the list ever heard of Diane De Rooy.

>

> I have swapped mail with membabe@aol.com on various topics such as irc.

>

> > I ran a 411 search

> >and turned up nothing.  I ran one on my email address and got me.

>

> I went to www.four11.com and did a NAME search on you. You did not show up

> in R. Bentz Kirby, Bentz Kirby, or the last name of Kirby. So does this

> mean youd on't exist? And as far as the web search engines work, they only

> work if YOU yourself put your name in OR someone buys your name off the

> list. just because someone does NOT show up in the web search means they do

> not exist.

>

> I also did a search on Charles Bukowski: Three email addresses

>                            Charles Plymell: No matches

>                            James Stauffer: 23 Matches

>                            Jack Kerouac: No Match

>                            William S. Burroughs: No match

> So do these people not exist because you did not find them at

> www.four11.com? Hardly.

>

> > So, I

> >am very curious about this.  I know that there have been phantom posts

> >from aol before and that Jerry C. smoked some of those out.  If Diane is

> >a real person, I apologize to her, but this post seems very suspicious

> >and the timing makes it even more so.  I apologize, for an off topic

> >post.

>

> As for your "comptence" doing websearch, if you were my lawyer, I would

> have fired you long ago for 'incomptence". Membabe is a very real person

> and one *I* have corresponded with in the past about various and sundry

> things.

>

> SO before you go doing "searches" why don't you actually do a search. She

> mentioned I believe that she lives in Seattle (or thereabouts) nothing to

> look her up in the phonebook or do a search though DMV seeing as you are

> such "the lawyer".

>

> ttfn.

>

> lisa

> --

>

>         Lisa M. Rabey       Computer Consultant         UIN: 1231211

>          ************************************************************

>           words...1000's of words.. wrapped together like wire

>                    how easy it would be to hate you

>                  and yet that is all i can show you.

>                       Nothing lasts forever. -me

>

>                http://www.bigendian.com/~simunye

>          mirror: http://the.art.of.sekurity.org/simunye

>        F.U.C.K. mirror: http://www.samurai.com/~lisa/f.u.c.k

Lisa:

 

Funny you should have written this missive to the list moments before I

received this from an old college friend who is NOT on the beat list.

 

The message below was sent at 18:28 but received after Lisa's post.

 

 

 

>Subject: Four11 listing

>Date:   Tue, 1 Jul 1997 22:28:39 +0000

>From:    swhitney@gate.net

> To:     bocelts@scsn.net (R. Bentz Kirby)

 

 

 

 

>Hi Bentz,  When I managed to find your home page using a web search

>engine. I am certain that I had previously searched for you via the

>Four11 directory services. I found out that the only way to find you

>in Four11 is to enter "  R  "  for the first name and "  Kirby "  for

>the last name.  If you want people to be able to find you by Bentz

>Kirby then you might want to go back to Four11 and fill out an

>alternate first name field.

<snip>

--

Funny how poetry is in motion on the www sometimes, ain't it!  ;-)

Peace,

Bentz

bocelts@scsn.net

 

http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 22:45:50 -0400

Reply-To:     "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Organization: Law Office of R. Bentz Kirby

Subject:      Re: Four11 listing

Comments: To: swhitney@gate.net

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swhitney@gate.net wrote:

>

> Hi Bentz,  When I managed to find your home page using a web search

> engine. I am certain that I had previously searched for you via the

> Four11 directory services. I found out that the only way to find you

> in Four11 is to enter "  R  "  for the first name and "  Kirby "  for

> the last name.  If you want people to be able to find you by Bentz

> Kirby then you might want to go back to Four11 and fill out an

> alternate first name field.

>         I was trying to figure out how in the world you got an email from

> Mike Miller so soon today, before I had emailed him your address,

> and finally figured it out when I visited my Guestbook page and

> realized Mike got your email address there. There are 6 of us online

> now, hope to find more.    Later  Steven

>

> Steven Whitney   Naples FL.

> ( swhitney@gate.net ) or ( nfn00805@gator.naples.net )

> Home Page   http://gate.net/~swhitney/   or

>             http://naples.net/~nfn00805

> If I am online you can reach me with WebChat via the link on my Homepage

Steve:

 

Thanks for the message, when I get to work tomorrow, I will check to see

what time that your message was sent and what time Mike's was sent.  I

guess it depends on the routing that your email has to go through, I

guess.  Your message to me about 411 was very timely.  So, I am posting

a copy  of this email to you on the beat literature list.  I'll explain

later if you want to know.  BTW, I was looking at our annual today at

work.  Someone asked if I really used to weigh only 145.  Saw a picture

of you guys getting on the bus to go to Nationals.  Man, I may scan that

and post in on my www site for the track and field list to get to know

you better! ;-)

 

Peace,

--

Bentz

bocelts@scsn.net

 

http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 02:50:02 UT

Reply-To:     Sherri <love_singing@MSN.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Sherri <love_singing@MSN.COM>

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

 

My, my such a rabid response for a rather innocuous e-mail from Bentz...

 

Since this is not you personally being drawn under question, why so excited?

Also, how do you know that she's membabe?  How do I know that you're not  one

and the same person as "Diane De Rooy"?  She didn't state that in her posting.

 How do you know for certain she's a she, have you heard "her" voice, seen a

picture? Have you seen "her" published work, "her" credentials, met "her" for

coffee....

 

Since there is a controversy, it seems to me that it's good for people to

question events that might have an effect on the recovery of stolen items as

well as the mis-handling of the irreplaceable archives of Jack Kerouac's work.

 

 

I'm sorry, Lisa, but your e-mail seems suspect to me...  I would prefer to be

wrong on this, but at this point it certainly doesn't ring true.

 

Ciao,

Sherri

 

 

----------

From:   BEAT-L: Beat Generation List on behalf of Lisa M. Rabey

Sent:   Tuesday, July 01, 1997 6:44 PM

To:     BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU

Subject:        Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

 

At 06:28 PM 6/30/97 -0400, R. Bentz Kirby wrote:

>Has anyone on the list ever heard of Diane De Rooy.

 

I have swapped mail with membabe@aol.com on various topics such as irc.

 

> I ran a 411 search

>and turned up nothing.  I ran one on my email address and got me.

 

I went to www.four11.com and did a NAME search on you. You did not show up

in R. Bentz Kirby, Bentz Kirby, or the last name of Kirby. So does this

mean youd on't exist? And as far as the web search engines work, they only

work if YOU yourself put your name in OR someone buys your name off the

list. just because someone does NOT show up in the web search means they do

not exist.

 

I also did a search on Charles Bukowski: Three email addresses

                           Charles Plymell: No matches

                           James Stauffer: 23 Matches

                           Jack Kerouac: No Match

                           William S. Burroughs: No match

So do these people not exist because you did not find them at

www.four11.com? Hardly.

 

> So, I

>am very curious about this.  I know that there have been phantom posts

>from aol before and that Jerry C. smoked some of those out.  If Diane is

>a real person, I apologize to her, but this post seems very suspicious

>and the timing makes it even more so.  I apologize, for an off topic

>post.

 

 

As for your "comptence" doing websearch, if you were my lawyer, I would

have fired you long ago for 'incomptence". Membabe is a very real person

and one *I* have corresponded with in the past about various and sundry

things.

 

SO before you go doing "searches" why don't you actually do a search. She

mentioned I believe that she lives in Seattle (or thereabouts) nothing to

look her up in the phonebook or do a search though DMV seeing as you are

such "the lawyer".

 

ttfn.

 

lisa

--

 

        Lisa M. Rabey       Computer Consultant         UIN: 1231211

         ************************************************************

          words...1000's of words.. wrapped together like wire

                   how easy it would be to hate you

                 and yet that is all i can show you.

                      Nothing lasts forever. -me

 

               http://www.bigendian.com/~simunye

         mirror: http://the.art.of.sekurity.org/simunye

       F.U.C.K. mirror: http://www.samurai.com/~lisa/f.u.c.k

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 23:13:26 -0400

Reply-To:     "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Organization: Law Office of R. Bentz Kirby

Subject:      apology

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I apologize to the list for my overreaction to Lisa's flame.  I made two

posts off topic in reply, and again apologize. Tonight was my 14th

wedding anniversary, and I put my 12 year old son on a plane to spend

two weeks with my sister and her husband.  I have a sense of seperation

anxiety and am having a hard time dealing with all of this.  So, if I

was out of line in my three responses to Lisa, I apologize.

 

On the other hand, it seemed very poetic that while Lisa was busy

flaming me about 411 that a friend who found me for the first time since

1976, was writing me about finding me on 411 and suggesting that I add

Bentz to the listing.  To me that was poetry.  One of the last things

Steve and I did together, was to go on a road trip from Charleston, SC

to Columbia, SC to see Bruce and the E Street Band on the Born to Run

tour.  They played a 4000 seat arena in Columbia and it was just before

BTR broke out big time.  Now the circle is closed some 21 years later by

the www and 411.  In my mind, very cool.

 

Peace,

 

--

Bentz

bocelts@scsn.net

 

http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 20:32:52 -0700

Reply-To:     "Lisa M. Rabey" <lisar@NET-LINK.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         "Lisa M. Rabey" <lisar@NET-LINK.NET>

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

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<snip>

 

>Lisa:

>

>If your flame had any information that was useable in it, I would use

>it.

 

It wasn't a "flame" it was a critique. You stated that because the person

could not be found by www.four11.com, the person could not exist. I pointed

out to you that just because someone was NOT listed on www.four11.com does

not mean that they do not exist, hence my examples.

 

> I asked if anyone knew if she was a real person.  If you know her

>and she is, then, I would be more than happy to hear that.  I did not

>claim to know the answer, but if you would type in bocelts@scsn.net into

>411 you would get information on me, unless you have a different 411

>search engine.  411 is for the living who have email address, phone

>numbers etc,  it is not prefect.  Methinks you doth protest too much.

 

me thinks you jump to the gun too much. You were ready to haul membabe to

the stake and burn her because of an incident in the past that occurred

with *supposed* fake aol.com addresses.

 

>

>Maybe you just don't like lawyers.  Whatever it is, good luck working

>your problem out.

 

Erm, why is it if you make a comment about something that does not agree

with yours that suddenly that someone has "problems". Now, that is mature.

 

 

ttfn.

 

Lisa

--

 

        Lisa M. Rabey       Computer Consultant         UIN: 1231211

         ************************************************************

          words...1000's of words.. wrapped together like wire

                   how easy it would be to hate you

                 and yet that is all i can show you.

                      Nothing lasts forever. -me

 

               http://www.bigendian.com/~simunye

         mirror: http://the.art.of.sekurity.org/simunye

       F.U.C.K. mirror: http://www.samurai.com/~lisa/f.u.c.k

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 20:37:24 -0700

Reply-To:     "Lisa M. Rabey" <lisar@NET-LINK.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         "Lisa M. Rabey" <lisar@NET-LINK.NET>

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

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Before you get your accolades, why don't you READ what I wrote:

 

You wrote:

 

>>Hi Bentz,  When I managed to find your home page using a web search

>>engine. I am certain that I had previously searched for you via the

>>Four11 directory services. I found out that the only way to find you

>>in Four11 is to enter "  R  "  for the first name and "  Kirby "  for

>>the last name.  If you want people to be able to find you by Bentz

>>Kirby then you might want to go back to Four11 and fill out an

>>alternate first name field.

><snip>

 

I wrote:

 

> I went to www.four11.com and did a NAME search on you. You did not show up

> in R. Bentz Kirby, Bentz Kirby, or the last name of Kirby. So does this

> mean youd on't exist? And as far as the web search engines work, they only

> work if YOU yourself put your name in OR someone buys your name off the

> list. just because someone does NOT show up in the web search means they do

> not exist.

>

 

 

I did a search on R. Bentz Kirby, Bentz Kirby, and the last name of Kirby.

Nothing. Your "Friend" found you by R. Kirby. So, I did *NOT* find you

because of the string pattern, its was not boolean enough. So *I* did not

find because of such.

 

And if you READ what your friend said, he says 'if you want people to be

able to find you by Bentz

Kirby then you might want to go back to Four11 and fill out an

alternate first name field."

 

So you can stop talking about poetry in motion on the www, because we were

both "right".

 

 

ttfn.

 

Lisa

 

--

 

        Lisa M. Rabey       Computer Consultant         UIN: 1231211

         ************************************************************

          words...1000's of words.. wrapped together like wire

                   how easy it would be to hate you

                 and yet that is all i can show you.

                      Nothing lasts forever. -me

 

               http://www.bigendian.com/~simunye

         mirror: http://the.art.of.sekurity.org/simunye

       F.U.C.K. mirror: http://www.samurai.com/~lisa/f.u.c.k

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 20:53:57 -0700

Reply-To:     stauffer@pacbell.net

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         James Stauffer <stauffer@PACBELL.NET>

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

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Sherri wrote:

 

> Also, how do you know that she's membabe?  How do I know that you're not  one

> and the same person as "Diane De Rooy"?  She didn't state that in her posting.

>  How do you know for certain she's a she, have you heard "her" voice, seen a

> picture? Have you seen "her" published work, "her" credentials, met "her" for

> coffee....

>

How do we know that anyone is anyone if we haven't met them and even

then if they are who they say they are.  For all I know Benz Kirby is a

stage name for Gerry Nicosia.  I have never either one.  Maybe "sherri"

is a complete illusion.

 

The whole list may just be one big multiple personality illusion.

 

I cannot help but think that there is something about this debate that

produces dementia.  It's a trip to the twilight zone.  Everytime it

surfaces the strangest allegations start to be made.  So far we have

Lisa and Tony Triglio who have exchanged e-mails on other topics with

this person.  Somewhere out in cyberspace there is a "membabe" who was

interested enough in beat stuff to do a Ginsberg tribute on AOL.  Such

an entity might logically have an interest in the estate question.  But

somehow if this "person" disagrees with the Nicosia/Kirby position in

this matter they graduate to being part of the evil Sampas gang,  with

its tentacles reaching from Lowell to Seattle.  Funny, isn't it.

 

J Stauffer

>

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 20:44:16 -0700

Reply-To:     "Lisa M. Rabey" <lisar@NET-LINK.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         "Lisa M. Rabey" <lisar@NET-LINK.NET>

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

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At 02:50 AM 7/2/97 UT, you wrote:

>My, my such a rabid response for a rather innocuous e-mail from Bentz...

>

>Since this is not you personally being drawn under question, why so excited?

>Also, how do you know that she's membabe?  How do I know that you're not  one

>and the same person as "Diane De Rooy"?  She didn't state that in her

posting.

> How do you know for certain she's a she, have you heard "her" voice, seen a

>picture? Have you seen "her" published work, "her" credentials, met "her" for

>coffee....

 

Well according to your own theory Sherri, seeing as I never spoke to JD

Salinger, seen a picture of him, or met him, does that mean he does not exist?

 

>

>Since there is a controversy, it seems to me that it's good for people to

>question events that might have an effect on the recovery of stolen items as

>well as the mis-handling of the irreplaceable archives of Jack Kerouac's

work.

>

>

>I'm sorry, Lisa, but your e-mail seems suspect to me...  I would prefer to be

>wrong on this, but at this point it certainly doesn't ring true.

 

 

And here is email I got from Membabe herself:

 

X-POP3-Rcpt: lisar@serv01

Return-Path: MemBabe@aol.com

From: MemBabe@aol.com

Date: Fri, 28 Mar 1997 00:38:23 -0500 (EST)

To: MemBabe@aol.com

Subject: beat generation chatroom updates

 

Note: you are one of 65 people receiving this letter. If you don't want to

continue to be one of 65 people receiving mail from me, please let me know

right away. You know how expensive postage is these days....

 

Hey, everybody...

Life goes too fast and I fall behind too quickly. Never entrust me with these

important tasks; I'm too easily overextended...

 

ANNOUNCEMENTS.................................................................

 

<snip>

 

And considering that I haven't spoken to 3/4 of the people on the list here

personally, met them, had coffee with them nor shared in their lives, which

includes you sherri, maybe you do not exist either.

 

ttfn.

 

lisa

 

--

 

        Lisa M. Rabey       Computer Consultant         UIN: 1231211

         ************************************************************

          words...1000's of words.. wrapped together like wire

                   how easy it would be to hate you

                 and yet that is all i can show you.

                      Nothing lasts forever. -me

 

               http://www.bigendian.com/~simunye

         mirror: http://the.art.of.sekurity.org/simunye

       F.U.C.K. mirror: http://www.samurai.com/~lisa/f.u.c.k

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 23:54:51 -0400

Reply-To:     "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Organization: Law Office of R. Bentz Kirby

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

Comments: To: stauffer@pacbell.net

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James Stauffer wrote:

.  But

> somehow if this "person" disagrees with the Nicosia/Kirby position in

> this matter they graduate to being part of the evil Sampas gang,  with

> its tentacles reaching from Lowell to Seattle.  Funny, isn't it.

 

Well James, I am not Gerry Nicosia and I certainly don't agree with

everything he says.  But I also am interested in facts seeing the light

of day.  If Gerry is wrong about something, then prove it out.  No

problem.  But what if there is a conspiracy to damage Gerry?  How do you

know there is not?  So, let the thread die as it was before the other

post started me up again.  I will do my best to do so.

 

As Jo Grant has already pointed out tonight, if Martha Mayo did make

those statements, they are not true.  And the real problem is the lack

of care for the audio tapes, and barring people from listening to them.

 

So just because you disagree, or think Gerry sees a conspiracy behind

every tree, doesn't meant that one does not exist.  Maybe Gerry just

sees more than there are?

 

In any event, I hope this dies a death right now and will do my best to

let it die.

 

Let's get back to some vital discussion of vital literature.

 

How about his topic.  Poets view and treatment of God.  Let's start with

Ferlinghetti's new book, A Far Rockaway of the Heart.

 

Peace,

 

 

--

Bentz

bocelts@scsn.net

 

http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 21:09:36 -0700

Reply-To:     "Lisa M. Rabey" <lisar@NET-LINK.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         "Lisa M. Rabey" <lisar@NET-LINK.NET>

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

In-Reply-To:  <33B9D0D5.42E2@pacbell.net>

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I don't think an anonymous person would set up a website on their webpage

dedicated to Kerouac.

 

http://members.aol.com/membabe

 

But then again, im a smart ass, what do I know.

 

ttfn.

 

lisa

--

 

        Lisa M. Rabey       Computer Consultant         UIN: 1231211

         ************************************************************

          words...1000's of words.. wrapped together like wire

                   how easy it would be to hate you

                 and yet that is all i can show you.

                      Nothing lasts forever. -me

 

               http://www.bigendian.com/~simunye

         mirror: http://the.art.of.sekurity.org/simunye

       F.U.C.K. mirror: http://www.samurai.com/~lisa/f.u.c.k

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 04:27:01 UT

Reply-To:     Sherri <love_singing@MSN.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Sherri <love_singing@MSN.COM>

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

 

My point exactly, Lisa...

 

I just think that perhaps the whole thing should be looked at very carefully

and objectively so the truth can come out.  The last thing I want to see is a

great writer's archives lost to the public, among other things...

 

Btw, I didn't mean to be offensive...  just wanted you to consider the

possibility that you may have been or are being duped ...

 

Let's let it die a noble death here  <hands Lisa the olive branch, and holds

out her hand>...

 

Ciao,

Sherri

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From:   BEAT-L: Beat Generation List on behalf of Lisa M. Rabey

Sent:   Tuesday, July 01, 1997 8:44 PM

To:     BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU

Subject:        Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

 

At 02:50 AM 7/2/97 UT, you wrote:

>My, my such a rabid response for a rather innocuous e-mail from Bentz...

>

>Since this is not you personally being drawn under question, why so excited?

>Also, how do you know that she's membabe?  How do I know that you're not  one

>and the same person as "Diane De Rooy"?  She didn't state that in her

posting.

> How do you know for certain she's a she, have you heard "her" voice, seen a

>picture? Have you seen "her" published work, "her" credentials, met "her" for

>coffee....

 

Well according to your own theory Sherri, seeing as I never spoke to JD

Salinger, seen a picture of him, or met him, does that mean he does not exist?

 

>

>Since there is a controversy, it seems to me that it's good for people to

>question events that might have an effect on the recovery of stolen items as

>well as the mis-handling of the irreplaceable archives of Jack Kerouac's

work.

>

>

>I'm sorry, Lisa, but your e-mail seems suspect to me...  I would prefer to be

>wrong on this, but at this point it certainly doesn't ring true.

 

 

And here is email I got from Membabe herself:

 

X-POP3-Rcpt: lisar@serv01

Return-Path: MemBabe@aol.com

From: MemBabe@aol.com

Date: Fri, 28 Mar 1997 00:38:23 -0500 (EST)

To: MemBabe@aol.com

Subject: beat generation chatroom updates

 

Note: you are one of 65 people receiving this letter. If you don't want to

continue to be one of 65 people receiving mail from me, please let me know

right away. You know how expensive postage is these days....

 

Hey, everybody...

Life goes too fast and I fall behind too quickly. Never entrust me with these

important tasks; I'm too easily overextended...

 

ANNOUNCEMENTS.................................................................

 

<snip>

 

And considering that I haven't spoken to 3/4 of the people on the list here

personally, met them, had coffee with them nor shared in their lives, which

includes you sherri, maybe you do not exist either.

 

ttfn.

 

lisa

 

--

 

        Lisa M. Rabey       Computer Consultant         UIN: 1231211

         ************************************************************

          words...1000's of words.. wrapped together like wire

                   how easy it would be to hate you

                 and yet that is all i can show you.

                      Nothing lasts forever. -me

 

               http://www.bigendian.com/~simunye

         mirror: http://the.art.of.sekurity.org/simunye

       F.U.C.K. mirror: http://www.samurai.com/~lisa/f.u.c.k

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 00:48:42 -0400

Reply-To:     Ddrooy@AOL.COM

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Diane De Rooy <Ddrooy@AOL.COM>

Subject:      who am i?

 

I've spent the last 46 years asking myself that...

 

Is this the usual sort of response on newsgroups? I'm relatively new to this

and don't honestly know.

 

An excerpt from my post:

<<I've been in touch with people who could only be described as secondary to

the life of jack kerouac, asking questions and assembling a feature story.

There are also many people I have not met or interviewed. But two of the

people I have interviewed by phone and through thousands of words in letters

are Rod Anstee and Gerry Nicosia. I had the opportunity to form opinions

about both these men independently, si>>

 

I assume both Rod and Gerry would vouch for my existence, and the fact that

I'm female. I also have a listed phone number in Seattle and would certainly

be interested in hearing from anyone who had anything of value to contribute

to my own research, or to make factual corrections.

 

If, at any time I discover I've been misled, or that I am in any way wrong

about what I've found to be true, I will be overjoyed to make a corrective

post. I should think everyone would be, in the interest of truth.

 

Please don't duke it out on the list, though. Please feel free to address me

directly at either of my email addresses (membabe@aol.com or ddrooy@aol.com)

or by phone here in Seattle. I'm more than happy to respond, up to the point

where it would become a violation of my privacy.

 

ddr

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 01:01:14 -0400

Reply-To:     Marioka7@AOL.COM

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Maya Gorton <Marioka7@AOL.COM>

Subject:      automatic writing

Comments: To: stand666@bitstream.net

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In a message dated 97-07-01 12:08:32 EDT, you write:

 

<< When

 I first started writing I borrowed Andre Breton's method of automatic

 writing=97I think Jack K called it spontaneous prose or whatever. He

 must've read Breton at some point; Celine, etc.

  >>

 

     yes, i think automatic writing is great for getting a whole lot of s=

hit

out and juxtaposing things you normally wouldn't if you thought about it =

too

consciously...but then afterwards it help to "weed out" the boring crappy

stuff....

 

     some people may say that makes it less 'authentic', but I think they=

're

just not willing to admit that some of their thoughts might be boring and=

 not

worthy of others' reading them.

 

     automatic writing is an excellent exercise, esp. if you have writer'=

s

block.  First thing in the morning is best too, because you're still unde=

r

the influence of dreams.

 

---------------just a thought-----------maya

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 01:04:31 -0400

Reply-To:     Marioka7@AOL.COM

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Maya Gorton <Marioka7@AOL.COM>

Subject:      Re: God <<still digging>>

Comments: To: dcarter@together.net

 

In a message dated 97-07-01 11:22:13 EDT, you write:

 

<<  Can you even start to imagine what grasping the wholeness of human

knowledge

 and the universe in one instant would be like? >>

 

ummm.......actually?.......yes!

---maya

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 01:53:35 -0400

Reply-To:     Marioka7@AOL.COM

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Maya Gorton <Marioka7@AOL.COM>

Subject:      Re: the beat (en) horse/summer reading update

 

i vote visions of cody.  never read it, never even thought of reading it

before. i figure, 'what the hell' i might as well. never was much into

kerouac (on the road was too much like my life, and i don't like reading

about myself much! too boring)

 

so i will try it, and perhaps i will say, "i do! i do! I Iike VOC! I like it

here, there, and everywhere!"

 

---maya

 

ps: can someone please tell WSB to stop sneaking into my dreans? It's really

distracting me. I can't focus at work anymore.  I keep seeing his face.  He

even made me sit on his lap in one dream.  I can't take it any more.  I mean,

he doesn't even LIKE girls, right?  What a creep!

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 08:39:54 -0500

Reply-To:     Patricia Elliott <pelliott@SUNFLOWER.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Patricia Elliott <pelliott@SUNFLOWER.COM>

Subject:      Re: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.& then

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i too, confess, i found much to interest me in the recent controversy,

I percieved diane to be sincere and much appreciated her post.  i

disagreed with her assumptions, as the idea that no original material

was in the memory babe archives.That didn't seeem likely to me.  I too

would like to see someone visit and be able to take notes. I have had

experiance with a library in missouri that had intervertantly lost half

of a small collection , they lied and covered up and blamed the poor

artist for lying, a big shot alum finally got involved and they finally

admitted that a staff person had let someone take material home and when

it was returned much was missing. Institutions are not as forthcoming as

one would hope.. I wish that i felt more secure about the memory babe

material but my primary concern in that controversy was not the theft of

materials and access to that collection (here i shout, pardon) IT IS THE

JK ARCHIVES. Unhappily the only thing i could sense we could do is to

communicate to all factors that jk material should be treated with

respect and be watchful.

 

archive poem

the old horse raises it head

once shot they believed it dead

struggling it rises

joins the ring of ponies

riding the necronauts

in their circle of fame.

patricia

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 23:24:38 +0000

Reply-To:     wirtz@ridgecrest.ca.us

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Mike & Barbara Wirtz <wirtz@RIDGECREST.CA.US>

Subject:      Chat Site

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Hi there,

        I spoke with the creator of Optichat, and he said he'd be glad to

create a room for those with Beat interests.  (awfully nice of him)

Anyhow, he maintains two sites: one which I prefer is an automatic

scroll...there are no private commands...it's public chat, but there are

no monitors..only a filter...can't say fuck etc ...but I have been

fairly lucky in being able to express my ideas without needing that

particular word...and it's so much fun being colorful in a new and

twisted way, anyhow.  The chat is fast there, too...almost like irc.

The other option is the beta room...where html commands work (so you can

talk privately)

        Well, I'm just acting on a suggestion I saw earlier...I think a good

one.  I'd like to see how you think/react/chat in "real" time.

Dan also said if someone who knows html wanted to design the entry page

(if beta were chosen) that would be just groovy.

Maybe those interested could go check it out tomorrow and we can see

what folks think.

        The address is http://www.optichat.com/

 

I will be in the first optichat (scroll down, choose the chat on the

left hand side of the page....I'll be there 7pm West Coast time...that

would be 10 East Coast time (those of you in the middle....you'll have

to do your own math!).  For now...lets meet in Babblemania (seems sort

of Kerouac-like anyhow)...Hope to meet some of you for some input.

Thanks,

Barb

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 01:33:35 -0500

Reply-To:     jo grant <jgrant@BOOKZEN.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         jo grant <jgrant@BOOKZEN.COM>

Subject:      Re: Diane DeRooy: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

In-Reply-To:  <3.0.1.32.19970701184421.007c2300@smtp.net-link.net>

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RE: Diane De Rooy

 

I have communicated with Diane on a number of occasions. She has been

working on a Jan Kerouac article for quite some time, has had disagreements

with Gerry Nicosia regarding Keroauc material, sources, etc. Diane ended up

very "turned-off" by Gerry. Unfortunate IMO, but no big deal.  Gerry's busy

and Diane was taking up

 

Her latest post states that Martha Mayo, Special Collections librarian says

anypone--with a few days notice--can have access to the Memory Babe

Collection. Rod Anstee, according to Diane, confirms this. Diane may

believe what they tell her. I do not.

 

I know of scholars who have been turned away.

 

On another note, the recipe for Caesar salad dressing she sent me yesterday

looks like it might be a winner. since it's my daughters favorite dressing

I'll let her be the judge.

 

j grant

 

 

 

At 06:28 PM 6/30/97 -0400, R. Bentz Kirby wrote:

>>Has anyone on the list ever heard of Diane De Rooy.

>

>I have swapped mail with membabe@aol.com on various topics such as irc.

>

>> I ran a 411 search

>>and turned up nothing.  I ran one on my email address and got me.

>

>I went to www.four11.com and did a NAME search on you. You did not show up

>in R. Bentz Kirby, Bentz Kirby, or the last name of Kirby. So does this

>mean youd on't exist? And as far as the web search engines work, they only

>work if YOU yourself put your name in OR someone buys your name off the

>list. just because someone does NOT show up in the web search means they do

>not exist.

>

>I also did a search on Charles Bukowski: Three email addresses

>                           Charles Plymell: No matches

>                           James Stauffer: 23 Matches

>                           Jack Kerouac: No Match

>                           William S. Burroughs: No match

>So do these people not exist because you did not find them at

>www.four11.com? Hardly.

>

>> So, I

>>am very curious about this.  I know that there have been phantom posts

>>from aol before and that Jerry C. smoked some of those out.  If Diane is

>>a real person, I apologize to her, but this post seems very suspicious

>>and the timing makes it even more so.  I apologize, for an off topic

>>post.

>

>

>As for your "comptence" doing websearch, if you were my lawyer, I would

>have fired you long ago for 'incomptence". Membabe is a very real person

>and one *I* have corresponded with in the past about various and sundry

>things.

>

>SO before you go doing "searches" why don't you actually do a search. She

>mentioned I believe that she lives in Seattle (or thereabouts) nothing to

>look her up in the phonebook or do a search though DMV seeing as you are

>such "the lawyer".

>

>ttfn.

>

>lisa

>--

>

>        Lisa M. Rabey       Computer Consultant         UIN: 1231211

>         ************************************************************

>          words...1000's of words.. wrapped together like wire

>                   how easy it would be to hate you

>                 and yet that is all i can show you.

>                      Nothing lasts forever. -me

>

>               http://www.bigendian.com/~simunye

>         mirror: http://the.art.of.sekurity.org/simunye

>       F.U.C.K. mirror: http://www.samurai.com/~lisa/f.u.c.k

 

 

                BE ON THE WATCH

for items stolen from the Keroauc Collection

        O'Leary Library, U Mass, Lowell

http://www.bookzen.com/kerouac.theft.html

 

Academic & Small Press Authors & publishers

                display books free at

           <http://www.bookzen.com>

     313,599 visitors since July 1, 1996

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 10:38:32 -0400

Reply-To:     Marioka7@AOL.COM

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Maya Gorton <Marioka7@AOL.COM>

Subject:      morning sickness

 

morning sickness

 

what cancerous pregnancy ails me now?

I thought they had beaten it out of me,

but it seems my grotesque child

is still alive and kicking.

 

Oh, i would that I could expel it

instead of suffering the rest of the term

but it's tenacious like a tumor

and germinates like a germ.

 

Im not talking about the usual uterus

but a more fertile womb

the blood-red cavern within my skull

that will keep on birthing until the tomb.

 

my mind is aching...I think it will be soon!

 

(spontaneous poem written between 10:30 and 10:34 am today wednesday)

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 08:30:56 -0400

Reply-To:     MATT HANNAN <MATT.HANNAN@OTC.USOC.CCHUB.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         MATT HANNAN <MATT.HANNAN@OTC.USOC.CCHUB.COM>

Subject:      Re[2]: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

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<snips>

How do we know that anyone is anyone if we haven't met them and even

then if they are who they say they are.

 

The whole list may just be one big multiple personality illusion.

 

I cannot help but think that there is something about this debate that

produces dementia.  It's a trip to the twilight zone.  Everytime it

surfaces the strangest allegations start to be made.

 

     graduate to being part of the evil Sampas gang,  with its tentacles

     reaching from Lowell to Seattle.  Funny, isn't it.

     <end el snips>

 

 

     Y'all have much more invested in this than me, that's for sure.  It

     brings to mind some of the great events in history:

 

     "Mr. Reagan"

     "Yes, Senator McCarthy"

     "Are you a communist?"

 

     or

 

     "Why can't we all just get along"

 

     or, best put

 

     Ginsberg (as Alvah Goldbook in DB) "I know my redeemer liveth"

     Kerouac (as Ray Smith) "What redeemer and what liveth?"

     (there, managed to work a Beat quote in that covers two recent hot

     topics on the list)

 

     love and lilies,

 

     matt

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 10:49:33 -0400

Reply-To:     "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         "R. Bentz Kirby" <bocelts@SCSN.NET>

Organization: Law Office of R. Bentz kirby

Subject:      Diane

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Diane De Rooy:

 

Thank you for your posts back channel.  I have spoken through email with

Jo Grant and others who have quelled my unfounded suspions.  I hope that

you will continue your research.  I have reason to believe that what

Mayo told you is not necessarily true.  But for now, it does not matter.

Hopefully the tapes can be protected and made available within the

parameters of the law.

 

I apologize if my query offended you.  I did not intend to do that.  I

had hoped the thread you raised had died and intend to let it die

myself.

 

Peace,

 

Bentz

bocelts@scsn.net

http://www.scsn.net/users/sclaw

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 10:53:19 -0400

Reply-To:     Marie Countryman <country@SOVER.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Marie Countryman <country@SOVER.NET>

Subject:      Re: who am i?

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Diane De Rooy: welcome! you are a breath of fresh air here, and i am

delighted to see that you wrote :

 

Please don't duke it out on the list, though. Please feel free to address me

directly at either of my email addresses (membabe@aol.com or ddrooy@aol.com)

or by phone here in Seattle. I'm more than happy to respond, up to the point

where it would become a violation of my privacy.

 

as flame wars have erupted and engulfed the list, this last ration of

ridiculousness re: your real/unreal presence only a small example.

like your style

mc

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 10:53:22 -0400

Reply-To:     Marie Countryman <country@SOVER.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Marie Countryman <country@SOVER.NET>

Subject:      summer reading update

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i vote for Cody. at the same time, on my HST jag, i've drugged and drunk

meself through fear and loathing in los vegas (i too failed to find the

american dream)

am now halfway through hog  heaven (hells angels) and soon to be rolling in

the letters.

so if it's visions of cody/first third

i'll keep up with discussion as it unfolds.

gotta go, they're at my door with timing chains and gallons of motor oil ..

mc

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 07:57:15 +0000

Reply-To:     wirtz@ridgecrest.ca.us

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Mike & Barbara Wirtz <wirtz@RIDGECREST.CA.US>

Subject:      Re: Chat Site

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Sherri...once you type in your name..or pseudo..and hit enter, you will

go into the main menu where you can see the list of rooms and who is in

them.  Underneath will be a bar...click,hold,and scroll to the room you

want. click on it, and you're there!  See you!

 

Sherri wrote:

>

> cool barb... how does one access Babblemania?  Sherri

>

> ----------

> From:   BEAT-L: Beat Generation List on behalf of Mike & Barbara Wirtz

> Sent:   Tuesday, July 01, 1997 4:24 PM

> To:     BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU

> Subject:        Chat Site

>

> Hi there,

>         I spoke with the creator of Optichat, and he said he'd be glad to

> create a room for those with Beat interests.  (awfully nice of him)

> Anyhow, he maintains two sites: one which I prefer is an automatic

> scroll...there are no private commands...it's public chat, but there are

> no monitors..only a filter...can't say fuck etc ...but I have been

> fairly lucky in being able to express my ideas without needing that

> particular word...and it's so much fun being colorful in a new and

> twisted way, anyhow.  The chat is fast there, too...almost like irc.

> The other option is the beta room...where html commands work (so you can

> talk privately)

>         Well, I'm just acting on a suggestion I saw earlier...I think a good

> one.  I'd like to see how you think/react/chat in "real" time.

> Dan also said if someone who knows html wanted to design the entry page

> (if beta were chosen) that would be just groovy.

> Maybe those interested could go check it out tomorrow and we can see

> what folks think.

>         The address is http://www.optichat.com/

>

> I will be in the first optichat (scroll down, choose the chat on the

> left hand side of the page....I'll be there 7pm West Coast time...that

> would be 10 East Coast time (those of you in the middle....you'll have

> to do your own math!).  For now...lets meet in Babblemania (seems sort

> of Kerouac-like anyhow)...Hope to meet some of you for some input.

> Thanks,

> Barb

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Date:         Tue, 1 Jul 1997 23:03:23 -0700

Reply-To:     Diane Carter <dcarter@TOGETHER.NET>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         Diane Carter <dcarter@TOGETHER.NET>

Subject:      Re: summer reading project

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James,

 

My unofficial calculations show Vision of Cody in the lead.  Should we

just go for it at this point?  What do you want to read?

 

DC

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 08:21:10 -0700

Reply-To:     runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Subject:      Re: God <<still digging>>

In-Reply-To:  <970702010429_-991644834@emout03.mail.aol.com>

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At 10:04 PM -0700 7/1/97, Maya Gorton wrote:

 

 

> In a message dated 97-07-01 11:22:13 EDT, you write:

>

> <<  Can you even start to imagine what grasping the wholeness of human

> knowledge

>  and the universe in one instant would be like? >>

>

> ummm.......actually?.......yes!

 

 

Maya, I've decided you're ugly lookin..... <<laugh>>  with my eyeballs

direcly at you <<smirk>>  ;-)

 

> ---maya

 

Douglas  <<still laughin, I might be dyin....>>

 

http://www.electriciti.com/babu/                let the man come thru

stand up, and let the man come thru             let the man come thru

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 08:21:36 -0700

Reply-To:     runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Sender:       "BEAT-L: Beat Generation List" <BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU>

From:         runner711 <babu@ELECTRICITI.COM>

Subject:      Re: automatic writing

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At 10:01 PM -0700 7/1/97, Maya Gorton wrote:

 

>      automatic writing is an excellent exercise, esp. if you have writer's

> block.  First thing in the morning is best too, because you're still under

> the influence of dreams.

 

dreamed I was in chicago, trying to track down some friends.  they'd all

moved, I had the wrong apartments, or the city itself had changed.  there

were hills where I remembered none.  there were fields of weeds where there

should be none.  Who am I?  cops were chasing young kids down into dirt

lots.  They're that way, I said.

 

maybe automatic writing is a way to find your friends, the one's you've

lost for whatever reason, the what not.  and finding them, holding them,

fucking holding them, tight and tight and tight still I could squeeze the

life essence out of em.  that is my dream.  yes.  <<it is>>  Diana,

Claudine, Sean... where are you?

 

>

> ---------------just a thought-----------maya

 

Douglas  <<on a thread of his own>>

 

PS:  Maya, what were those <<bells>> that you heard???

 

http://www.electriciti.com/babu/                let the man come thru

stand up, and let the man come thru             let the man come thru

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 18:02:12 +0200

Reply-To:     Rinaldo Rasa <rinaldo@GPNET.IT>

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dear friends, im' reading "La leggenda di Duluoz" [THE LEGEND OF DULUOZ]

by Jack Keroauc, edit by Ann Charters, JK works are a long bestseller here

in italy!--- yrs Rinaldo.

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 18:05:28 +0200

Reply-To:     Rinaldo Rasa <rinaldo@GPNET.IT>

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From:         Rinaldo Rasa <rinaldo@GPNET.IT>

Subject:      pier paolo pasolini.

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Douglas wrote:

[s/thing snipped for brevity]

>don't know Ezra Pound at all

>"Salo" by piero pasolini has my love

>a fetching carrot, // Douglas

 

dear Douglas,

pier paolo has his brother killed by

fascists during the italian civil

war in 1945, this was,

a thread in his works (poetries&films),

his first film "Accattone" was a milestone

'cuz introduce the vernacular language &

actors street urchin (neorealismo).

pier paolo pasolini was killed in a cruel

way in 1975,

---

yrs

Rinaldo.

*

"E cosi' ce ne andremo perdendo a una a una

Anche le parole piu' care, ed arrivando

Fino a Dio con carte bianche, ma forse

con visi piu' sereni: mon lecteur, mon frere"

poetry by venetian poet Giacomo Noventa

*

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 12:18:19 -0400

Reply-To:     Michael Stutz <stutz@DSL.ORG>

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From:         Michael Stutz <stutz@DSL.ORG>

Subject:      Re: Re[2]: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

Comments: To: MATT HANNAN <MATT.HANNAN@OTC.USOC.CCHUB.COM>

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On Wed, 2 Jul 1997, MATT HANNAN wrote:

 

> <snips>

> How do we know that anyone is anyone if we haven't met them and even

> then if they are who they say they are.

 

<snip>

 

dementia is right

 

the secret is nobody is anything, the secret is that objectivity is never

there (except maybe in ayn rand's mind) and gregory corso "you never step in

the same river _once_."

 

or the voice that's either in or out of james cole's mind:

 

"no way to con_firm_ anything."

 

 

 

Michael Stutz

stutz@dsl.org

http://dsl.org/m/

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 16:51:10 UT

Reply-To:     Sherri <love_singing@MSN.COM>

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From:         Sherri <love_singing@MSN.COM>

Subject:      Re: Re[2]: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

 

good one matt <grins>

 

Ciao,

Sherri

 

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From:   BEAT-L: Beat Generation List on behalf of MATT HANNAN

Sent:   Wednesday, July 02, 1997 5:30 AM

To:     BEAT-L@CUNYVM.CUNY.EDU

Subject:        Re[2]: suspicious, but perhaps unfounded.

 

<snips>

How do we know that anyone is anyone if we haven't met them and even

then if they are who they say they are.

 

The whole list may just be one big multiple personality illusion.

 

I cannot help but think that there is something about this debate that

produces dementia.  It's a trip to the twilight zone.  Everytime it

surfaces the strangest allegations start to be made.

 

     graduate to being part of the evil Sampas gang,  with its tentacles

     reaching from Lowell to Seattle.  Funny, isn't it.

     <end el snips>

 

 

     Y'all have much more invested in this than me, that's for sure.  It

     brings to mind some of the great events in history:

 

     "Mr. Reagan"

     "Yes, Senator McCarthy"

     "Are you a communist?"

 

     or

 

     "Why can't we all just get along"

 

     or, best put

 

     Ginsberg (as Alvah Goldbook in DB) "I know my redeemer liveth"

     Kerouac (as Ray Smith) "What redeemer and what liveth?"

     (there, managed to work a Beat quote in that covers two recent hot

     topics on the list)

 

     love and lilies,

 

     matt

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 10:16:20 -0700

Reply-To:     "Penn, Douglas, K" <dkpenn@OEES.COM>

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Matt writ:

 

><<     or, best put

>

>     Ginsberg (as Alvah Goldbook in DB) "I know my redeemer liveth"

>     Kerouac (as Ray Smith) "What redeemer and what liveth?"

>     (there, managed to work a Beat quote in that covers two recent hot

>     topics on the list)

>>

 

Yes, but don't ask me to be the straight man.  Or the thin man.  He

cometh!

 

This list has a good mix of creative, academic, and pure Beat.  IMHO, we

should try to keep it like that.  AND FEED OFF EACH OTHER <ahem>.

Definitely appreciated the tie-in there, Matt.  Am on my way to the

bookstore tonite  <<VOC, Port o' Kerouac, ??>>.

>

>>     love and lilies,

>>

>>    matt

 

Douglas  <<tempting fate via backchannel, if necessary>>

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 12:14:08 -0500

Reply-To:     RACE --- <race@MIDUSA.NET>

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Diane Carter wrote:

>

> James,

>

> My unofficial calculations show Vision of Cody in the lead.  Should we

> just go for it at this point?  What do you want to read?

>

> DC

 

I unofficially checked out Cody today from the public library and will

probably at least get one paragraph done before the afternoon siesta

takes control of my being.

 

After the first paragraph depends on whether i go to Denver tomorrow

which is up to supernatural forces i'm not familiar with.  Certainly

will carry Cody along -- just not much certainty how many pages will be

digested.

 

If i go the Denver route i look forward to a return to a thread about

this Cody character and visions and whatnot.  If i don't make the Denver

expedition i imagine that i'll be participating in the thread by

afternoon tomorrow at this time.

 

if another book takes the lead -- please let me know so that i can stop

reading this one and go on a hunting expedition for that one.  if i go

to Denver i hope to increase my Beat library at used bookstores if they

exist.

 

shalom,

 

david rhaesa

salina, Kansas

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Date:         Wed, 2 Jul 1997 10:42:04 -0700

Reply-To:     "Timothy K. Gallaher" <gallaher@HSC.USC.EDU>

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From:         "Timothy K. Gallaher" <gallaher@HSC.USC.EDU>

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At 12:14 PM 7/2/97 -0500, you wrote:

>Diane Carter wrote:

>>

>> James,

>>

>> My unofficial calculations show Vision of Cody in the lead.  Should we

>> just go for it at this point?  What do you want to read?

>>

>> DC

>

>I unofficially checked out Cody today from the public library ...

 

What does "unoficially checked out" mean?

 

Does this mean you stole it?

 

If so, don't do that.  That messes things up for everyone.

 

If you want to steal this book steal it from a bookstore.

 

Or if you don't want to buy it, officially check it out from the library.

 

If the above doesn't mean you stole it then ignore this message.

 



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